Today's topic is kind of sensitive.. So read at your own risk(?)
Anyways the topic of this 'chapter' (if you wanna call it that) is death...
Now many of you may not be scared of it, but I'm terrified of it.
I don't understand it. And just like any normal human, I'm scared of things I don't understand.
But what's weird is when the thought of death enters my mind I think of 'dream'. I'll randomly say to myself, "oh my gosh this isn't a dream I'm actually gonna die someday"
Now, the only reason I fear death is because the thought of it makes me feel meaningless. Like, everything we do will be forgotten one day by everyone. We'll just become someone that people once knew.
I don't know honestly, it's 1 am right now and I'm writing this. Just some late night thoughts I guess..