I kinda got carried away.. Lol :$
It's really quite dirty with vulgar language.
So I advise you not to read if you are not 18.
Idk..
your choice! Lol
Enjoy ;)
"I'm sorry, Daddy"
I sat on the bed, the one I shared with my boyfriend Ashton.
After a fight that could possibly be deemed world war 3.
Ever since his band blew up, he has literally no time for me..
although it I know it isn't his fault I still manage to take it
out on him. Every single fucking time.
I don't know what it is.. I just feel like there is nothing I
nor he can do without giving up his dreams and that is
something I would never want. I just wished it could
be the way it was.
I throw myself back on the bed, sighing in frustration.
My hands rubbing my face, trying to make sense of it all.
I was avoiding him.. He was beyond angry and it would
probably be best to let him cool down.
Walking towards the bathroom, I strip.. switching on the shower.
looking at my myself in the mirror, searching for sense in that
plain face I saw in the reflection.
"why can't it be simple" I guess I was hoping for an answer..
After a cool shower to chill myself out and a quick change into my PJs, I climb into the large
Bed, feeling entirely lonesome.. Longing for his arms around me.
My mind was whizzing, here, there and everywhere.
Shutting my eyes, praying for sleep to devour me but i always
end up thinking of ash.. god I've missed him. his smile, his
scent.. His love. His muscular body that always had such an
effect on me, not even scientists could explain.
Thinking of him made my left hand begin to wander,
Trailing down my chest, lightly down my stomach
all the while my mind producing images of his hands on me
behind my closed eyelids.
My fingers reached the waistband of my shorts when my eyes flew open.
"fuck" a groan escaping my lips. yanking back the covers, heading for the door.
I pull it open gently and I walk along the hallway to the stairs, the last place
I left ash was the living room, whether he was still there or not was beside the
point.
As I reached the bottom of the stairs I heard a dull beat.. following the noise
it lead me to the basement, getting greatly louder. As I reached the bottom I noticed
Ash. He was topless with a pair or baggy shorts on with trainers. His back was to me.
