Unexpected

PART 11

It's a very small chapter guys..
Sorry..
Still I took whole day to type it.. 😂
Actually my wrist got hurt this morning..
And any movement of my wrist or finger causing me a good amount of pain..
Slowly and steadily I typed it doing minimum movement, because I promised to update within 2/3 days..
Next part will be 🔥
So stay tuned..

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Once she was inside the loo a lone tear escaped from her big hazel orbs..
In no time her tears got mixed with the cascade water as she turned on the knob of the shower..
Hemal tried hard not to break down there, hiding from the outer world..
But her try went in vain...

Hemal's POV

No.. Dhruv..!!
That's not true... Work isn't my first priority..
Well.. It's true that I thought I would make my work my first priority, my first love..
But my work, my passion could never got to rule my heart..
You did.. And you're still doing..
You are my first priority, Dhruv.. My first love.. And last as well..
But see.. My luck..!!
I fell in love with a person who has fear of relationship.. (smiled sadly)
It's not that I don't want a family... A caring and loving partner...
Even I want a proper relationship.. I want to introduce you to the world as 'my man'.. I want to be introduced as your girlfriend, fiancee, your wife, the mother of your child... I want to marry you.. Have a family with you.. Grow old with you..
I want so many things.. But I don't even get to hear a 'I love you' from you.. I crave for it, Dhruv..
When my own family abandoned me for choosing my study, my dream over them I thought I would only focus on my goal and would never think about love, relationship and family..
Then you came in my life.. uninvited..
And changed my world completely..
You broke the shell around me and straight way entered into my heart..
I deliberately fell for the vulnerable kid inside you who still craves for the love of a family.. I fell for the grown up man who lost his faith from the word 'family'..
I fell for my Dhruv who loves me beyond anything.. Will.. As a friend of course..
And last but not the least I fell for this sex freak guy.. (chuckled remembering about their morning conversation)
It pains a lot whenever you use these words - 'sex' and 'fuck'... Cause for me you never fucked me.. You made love to me..
I always feel loved by your touch..
I gave away my virginity to you not because I lusted you...
I just surrendered my soul and body to the man I love..
I can never lust you, Dhruv..
I know if you get to know my feelings for you then you will distance yourself from me..
You will feel guilty for not reciprocating my love...
I know you aren't ready for all this.. You still need to get over the damage your so called family caused..
You will think you are hurting me by not loving me the way I do..
But in reality you never hurt me..
You can never do so..
I'm blessed to have you in my life..
It's okay if as a friend only..
I don't want you to love me back if it cause you fear and discomfort..
Only thing I want is your happiness..
I want you to forget whatever happened in past and live your life freely..
I love you, Dhruv.. I love you so much..
(Wiped her tears) And if I have to conceal my love for you to keep you stress-free and happy..
Then I won't mind pretending to be your 'friend' through out my entire life.. (she told herself with determination)

End of POV

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