Hello my readers, this one is absolutely from my heart....if I still have one anyways.........and I think it says a lot, and holds many meanings. If you relate to this poem in any way, please feel free to comment. It's kinda how I feel at the moment.....
Enjoy!
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I'm losing my grip,
I'm losing my sanity,
I'm slipping away,
I'm no longer in reality,
My eyes are seeing things,
My ears are acting up,
I'm slowly fading away,
I'm about to corrupt,
I look for help,
For someone to be there,
To just stay by my side,
To actually care,
But they all give up on me,
They all just leave,
Breaking me again and again,
It's the cruelest kind of tease,
I'm curled up in my dark corner,
Crying my terrorized heart out,
Letting it bleed with my relentless grief,
I'm supposedly dead now,
I have no soul,
No longer a heart,
I was broken too many times,
I've already fallen apart,
I don't see the light,
Nothing becomes better,
For me, they only get worse,
But my pain to others, doesn't matter,
I'm worthless to you and all of them,
I mean completely nothing,
Do you know how much it hurts,
To want to just mean something,
To have at least one friend,
Who will just simply love me,
To just feel like I'm noticed,
Not in the dark cave,
To be able to come out and be proud,
To shout my pride out,
Clear and loud,
No, I guess you don't,
Because you left me to die,
Not thinking twice about it,
You're a terrible lie,
Now look at me,
I'm no longer the same,
I'm like the living dead,
Walking with no heart or brain,
I don't even have my own name,
And now you know,
What it feels like,
To be rejected,
It's just not right,
I know,
But I'll live through all this suffering and pain,
Until it finally ends,
When I find my rest,
While you're wallowed up in your own misery,
And I don't stay with you,
Because no one ever did the same for me...........
