You all kick me to the dirt,
Just when I thought it was all going good,
I crash down,
Never thought you would,
Would do such a thing,
I need to redeem,
To gain my strength,
I've stood many times,
Standing the pain for such a length,
It's finally over,
I'm tired of getting up,
For you all to just beat me down repeatedly,
Just shut up,
Shut up,
I want to disappear,
I can't take it anymore,
I've only wanted to be understood,
To feel,
To heal,
But you all stop it,
You won't allow it,
I don't know why it's me,
What did I do,
I've done nothing,
Nothing to you,
Feeding off my agony,
I'll never escape,
It's wrapping around me,
The agony is like a sticky black tape,
I only see red now,
You caused this all,
Doing worse to me,
As I continue to fall,
I realized something,
I realized I'm worthless,
I'll leave this world unnoticed,
No one with love for me will be here,
I don't have anyone,
I guess that's why it's nice,
Nice to know,
All of you hated and hurt me,
At least I got some form of attention,
And now the knife I handle,
Let's just say after it through my neglected heart,
My lifeless body is your gift,
I sincerely hope it makes you happy.....
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