Hell (Han Jisung x reader)

chapter 8

He continued looking down and I acted like I didn't hear his previous statement "what was that Mr grumpy?" "Nothing it was nothing, let's just get some sleep long day a head of us." I gave a simple hum in response.
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"Hey moonbin!" He smiled and walked towards the table "guys this is moonbin, moonbin guys." "Y/n aren't you going to say out names?" "No you guys are like beetle juice, say your name too many times you appear or disappear." They guys went around and said their names "hey have you guys seen Rocky?" "Yeah where is Rocky?" "Maybe someone should check Felix and Rocky' s room" and like that he appeared "hey what'd I miss?" The boys looked at me "I told you, beetle juice." Rocky looked confused "hey uh y/n can I talk to you?" I nodded and followed him away from the table "look I'm sorry for what I said, after you left I asked around and I was wrong I'm sorry." "Look Rocky I appreciate the apology but it'll take a while for me to trust you again." He nodded  a man approached "y/n my office" "yes sir" I followed to the main office in the corridor "so I was told by your unit leader that you requested to leave to go home for family purposes, is that correct?" "Yes sir." "Well I'm sorry to inform you that you can't leave, but we can put you in contact with them." "I understand sir." He pulled out a device and a holographic image of my family appeared "hey y/n I wanted to see you and tell you how proud I am of you and that I love you very very much." "I love you too mom." I started to get emotional "I'm sorry Ms. Porter but your daughter is getting emotional and it'll make it hard for her to train. I'm deeply sorry but I'm going to have to cut this here." He ended the call "thank you for allowing me to see my family sir." "Its nothing, please stop by the medical center while you're out, your mother sent in some of your medication." I bowed before leaving "thank you again sir." I made my way to the medical center, knocking on the door before entering. "Oh hello, I'm Jin the head nurse, what can I do for you?" "My mom sent in some medication?" "Oh yes, and right on time to take it too, for now you'll be given you your anti-depressant, come back around lunch and I'll give you your next prescription for your anorexia,and before you go to bed come back again to take the prescription for your minor insomnia." I nodded and took the pill that I didn't know I was missing till now. But it would explain what I've been feeling.
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I walked alone to the training center late with a note from jjn excusing me for one day so the late medication can set in. "Ugh who does Jin think he is, you get this one day Porter,but you'll work tomorrow." "Yes sir." "You're lucky I like you kid. At least do some warm ups." "Will do sir." He ruffled my hair "Now get going before I say fuck it." I did as told and began warm ups, hoping no one noticed me.
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"Hey y/n how come you were late and only did warm ups?" "Oh hey binnie, uh I wasn't feeling too feel and threatened to vomit in his training area." "Oh well as long as your good now." I checked the time "oh I gotta run, see you in the canteen." "Oh ok" I ran to the nurses station "uh hey Jin?" "Oh you're back" "yes,maybe it would be best to take these to my room with me? So you don't have to see my ugly ass so many times a day." "Well I admit it'd be easier,but as soon as there's a change, as in you not taking them you'll be seeing me." "Yes sir." He waved me off and I dropped my medication back at my dorm hiding them. "Y/n!" I stiffened "oh hey Jisung didn't know you were here." "Yeah I was washing up, what are you doing here?" "Oh I came to see if I left my card here and I found it on the dresser." "Ah well wait for me will you? It won't be but a minute." "Ok." He looked at eyeing me up and down "what are you hiding?"