Hell (Han Jisung x reader)

chapter 10

I woke earlier than usual, wanting avoid jisung this morning. I did my normal routine, and took the pills needed for now. I walked out locking the door behind me, "oh y/n-ah" "moonbin? What are you doing here?" "I guess I forgot to mention I want to walk with you to breakfast, so I thought I'd meet you here." "That's sweet, did you know I was up?" He shook his head " I woke up early to make sure I didn't miss you." I pinched his cheek "ah binnie you're too cute." His cheeks turned a light pink, "y/n-ah" he whined "ok ok I'm sorry binnie, but you are cute." I kissed his cheek "hey y/n let me get one of those." "Pfft as if Fe." "Awe y/n-ah why so mean." He began to pout, 'ugh he's so cute.' "Ugh fine." I kissed his cheek too "changbin won't be happy though." "Who cares?" "Uh you do Fe." "Oh yeah." I laughed at him "y/n you must be hungry I don't think you ate last night, and you seem to be losing a great deal of weight ." "Oh that it's nothing, don't worry just a metabolism thing." "Don't lie to them y/n it's not a 'metabolism thing' you take pills to make you hungry , you take pills that turn you to an emotionless zombie just for the sake that you don't have to deal with the lack of your dopamine, and you also take pills to help control those thoughts that throw you into a panicking spiral." I turned around Jisung "you tried avoiding me, didn't work, much like your pills." He walked past me "y/n? Is that true?" I nod "why didn't you tell us?" "I didn't want to drag you into it, and its better if you don't try and help." "Y/n we all care about you too much to have you go through this alone. If you need anything at anytime find one of us, which ever you think will handle the situation better. Please let us help?" "I don't know guys, I'd hate to burden you."  'We need y/n to the nurse's station. Y/n to the nurse's station.' "Guess I better go." "See you."
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"Miss y/n I was informed about your weight, and it seems either your not doing what you said you were or the pills aren't." "I've been taking them like I said I would, it just take a while since its been a few weeks since I last them." "Alright, one more of these y/n and you will come here and will have a higher dosages." "Understood."
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"So what happened?" "My dosages are getting upped." "Do you think that will help?" "I don't know, maybe it's not working because everything is so intense right now." "When will you start telling them the truth y/n." "What are you talking about?" "About your family, why your pills don't work, why you train so late, everything." "None of your business jisung." "Hey y/n, want to come with me and spar?" " sure Chris." A hand grabbed my arm "y/n don't, he may be a friend but you don't know what he's up to." "Oh so now you're concerned?" "I always have." "I can handle myself." I slung his hand off my arm and walked with Chris.