Hell (Han Jisung x reader)

chapter 9

"Nothing, why do you ask?" "You're acting weird y/n, seriously what's wrong." I looked down "nothing it's just some personal things, I don't want to get into it." " Ok you can to talk to me and the others you know that right?" "I'm aware thank you." "Don't forget broadcasting starts tomorrow." "Right thank you." I quickly left and rushed down to the canteen. "Y/n!" "Binnie!" "Hey I was looking for you, where'd you go?" "Oh I forgot my card in the dorm." "Ah well let's go eat then." I hesitantly nod my medicine not kicking in, "hey you alright?" "Yeah I'm fine." "No you're not you look like you're about to throw up. Maybe you should go back to your room." "Maybe." "Here I'll walk you." "Thank you binnie."
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"Y/n you should be more careful, you need to take care of yourself, and eat properly." "I know I know mom, I'll take better care of myself." "Yah! I'm just worried about you, you're my ally and the only one I've ever had. Not to mention you're a friend an  I take care of my friends." "Awe well very sweet binnie, I should get some sleep." "Yeah oh y/n one last thing." He leaned down and kissed my cheek "for good luck." "Well I better go, see you tomorrow binnie." "See you tomorrow y/n" I walked in to see jisung with my pill bottles of the dresser "what are these?" "Jisung-" "why didn't you tell us about all of this we could have tried to help instead of making it worse." "There was  nothing you could have done, but those basically turn me into an emotionless zombie." "What about eating?" "Things and people happen jisung." "Why won't you let me in to help you?" "Cause after these games and were free, I don't see any of you guys again so what's the point." "Y/n you'll see us again in time." I rolled my eyes "oh don't lie to yourself jisung we won't,not unless it here or on some screen telling the nation on what a nobel sacrifice we've made. You can't help me, so don't act like you can." "If that's how you feel." He climbed into his bed an  faced away from me I began mumbling "I'm sorry, it's for the best if you aren't involved."