Roses P.O.V
It has been a few days since my recovery and everything is back to normal. Well as normal as it could be , I'm still a vampire there's no chance that hahah. Ethan and I are in a good place, well I think we are. When he told me he loved me I panicked and didn't know what to do so I just kissed him. I might love Ethan. I definitely have romantic feelings for him that's a fact. But I'm not sure I would call it love. Lucky Ethan hasn't said the word love since. We haven't been talking much but that's don't mean we're not Communicating you know what I mean ;).
I'm happy with Ethan and he's good to me and loves me. But I still can't stop thinking about Grayson. "What if we kissed" is what keeps coming into my thoughts and to be honest I don't know. Grayson make me feel excited I just want to go party or go on one of the spontaneous road trip's with him. And when I'm with Ethan I just want to cuddle and try watch tv while making out. I don't know if I want a safe and caring relationship or a exciting adventure. I'm not just assuming Grayson as feeling for me though I don't think I can those which bother I want or anything like that. I'm just confused and getting too much in my Per usual.
Now I'm just waiting for Ethan to get ready for school I'm going back today and I have to face Ryan. I really don't feel bad for what I did. I only regret not braking his neck straight away before Ethan could stop me. As I recalled what had happened in my mind my phone bings in my ass pocket. I look at my phone screen and see a message from Grayson saying
Grayson: want to ditch school and come to the beach today.😉
I roll my eyes because he knows if I skip school again Ethan would kill me. I then text back.
Me: you know I can't gray 😩
Grayson: awwww I really wanted to see you in a bikini.😫
My face heated up and I shook my head to the text message. Before texting
Me: your disgusting 🤨.
Just when I press send my moms face popped up on my phone and I hear my ring tone.
Me: hey Mom you haven't called in a while.
Mom: hi honey. I know I'm sorry. But I can make it up to you.
Me: how?
Mom: i am off work all next week so I can come home.
Me: that's grate Mom I can't wait to see you.
Mom: you too sweet hart- hold on.... I have to go I need to take this next call!
Me: ok Mom I'll call you later, love you.
She already Hanged up on me by the time I said "ok". Can't say I'm surprised. Ethan comes into the kitchen "you ready " he says with his backpack on his back. " yeah let's go" is the last thing I said before we left for school.
When Ethan and I were just walking down the hall of the school and we saw Camilla she was with Scott but I really don't care about him now , I'm so over that ridiculously long crush. I held onto Ethan's hand somewhat tighter. "What's wrong? " Ethan questions. " anger makes me hungry" I saw grinding my teeth. "Simmer down You'll be alright, I'm here" hearing this just made a goofy smile appear on my face. Then We continued walking through the halls. When it was time to leave Ethan for science I started to feel kinda Sick from the nerves of being alone. But I didn't mention it to Him. If I did he wouldn't have left my site. I need to learn to be by myself again. I can't expect my boyfriend to be my bodyguard all the time.
I kissed Ethan on the cheek before leaving for the science lab. "See you in English " i here him yell behind me. I smiled and shook my head at how clingy he must have sounded which is ironic because I'm the clingy one. I was now opening the door to the science lab and as always I'm the first student here. I walk past mr Jameson at his desk, expecting him to just ignore me like all the teachers do. But this time he stopped me and said "Rose isn't it?". I just Nodded my head yes, not wanting to talk. "You look different " mr Jameson licked is old crusted lips. I just gave him a weird and uncomfortable look before walk to my seat with out saying anything. Thankfully other students came into the room before that freak could have said anything else to me. More like thankfully for him I would have broken his nose if he started saying anything out of the ordinary. Theres rumor around the he's a child Predator or something I don't know if I believe it or not. But you can never be too safe. I know I of all people should not lessen too Rumors, with all of the untrue ones about me.
The bell rang Signaling that sciences was over finally. The air in the room was starting to make my skin crawl. I have English with Ethan now. I really miss him and it's only been 45 minuets. Maybe I am starting to fall in love....? I walk into the class room looking straight a head too my seat avoiding having anymore unfortunate conversations with my teachers. I set down on my set and I saw Ryan walking too me and stand by my desk. " mousey" he say obnoxiously greeting me. I just ignored him thinking how terrified he would be of me if he knew what I am or what I tried too do to him before. He is lucky to be alive. Maybe I could still kill him, that bastard almost killed me with his blood after all. I could still hear him motoring in the background of my thoughts. But then I noticed a more dominant voice overpowering the more irritating voice and Ryan was no longer in front of me, instead it was Ethan. "I should have let u kill him." He sighs harshly. " I still can" I smile in full seriousness. " I would be scared to see what you would be like if you had no emotions?" Eaten laughed nervously looking to the side. "We will never know." I shrug "it's not impossible" Ethan added.
"What you mean?" I squint my eyes curiously. "Vampires can turn of what make them human which is the emotions. But it's very hard to turn your human said back on once it's off" he explain. "Why?" I asked "because no one wants too turn them back on. They feel more free not fearing consequences of there actions." He explained further. "How do u turn them off?" I asked for curious reasons only. " you just know when your interested to turn them off?" He looks at me suspiciously. " have you done this before" I say with my Full interest involved, when Ethan mouth opened to answer my questions he was interrupted by the Schools counsellor standing at the classroom door asking to my shock " can I have Rose Woodstone to my office please?" in her polite tone of voice . The teacher nodded and continued playing Candy Crush on his phone. I look at Ethan and he said "you'll be okay. Your a big bad vampire remember" he winked to lighten the mood. But being a vampire could not prepare me for what I was going to witness next......
Thanks for reading hope you enjoy. Trust me this chapter is crucial for the story to prepare for what's about to happen next!😊 this book is inspired by vampire diaries.🤟
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VampireA girl named Rose was being bullied and laughed at by almost every one and one day she had enough. She goes to drastic measures to try find a solution. But right before she knows he solution turn out to be a lot different to what she expected.
