Confusion (a Choni FanFiction)

'You're Sensational.'

Hello Readers this Chapter is a remix of the 'You're Sensational.' Episode! I hope you enjoy! Thank you for reading...

We got to Pops and I have to be honest I didn't want to get off. I loved being that close to Toni and it was so freeing an d-

"Hey, you can let go now you know?" She stated looking over her shoulder at me, laughing.

"Oh u-uhh yes sorry." I got off the bike and headed inside slightly embarrassed.
I heard the familiar sound of the bell ringing as we walked in I realised I had to tell Toni everything... this is going to be hard.

We sat in a booth right at the back of Pops, more private. Almost immediately Toni asked "Want to talk about earlier?" Smiling softly and taking my hand as if I was made out of porcelain.

"It's a very... difficult thing to tell you." I spoke looking at our intertwined hands. She just nodded understandingly. "I have always known I was you know. Different. I uhh push everyone away from me. It's easier that way." I started avoiding her gaze. "There was this girl called H-Heather. I felt odd around her and one night when we were having a sleepover. She hugged me I felt safe and when she pulled out of the hug she went to k-kiss kiss me." Tears welled in my eyes but none fell. Toni squeezed my hand.

"You don't have to-" she began, but I stopped her.

"I. Have to tell you." I took a deep breath. "My m-mother walked in just before we could. She started shouting at her saying she tried to 'corrupt' me. H-heather ran out and I didn't see her again. She was my best friend." I gritted my teeth. "Mo-other sent me to 'the Sisters of Quiet Mercy' to straighten me out..." I sighed continuing to trying and keep the tears from falling.

"C-cherry. I had no idea. That's messed up." She replied in pure shock.

"She will send me back if she finds out how I feel about you. She will Toni." I say pulled my hand away from hers putting it on my lap looking down. Beginning to shake.

"Everyone thinks I'm this loveless monster. But that's not true. And even my own mother said I was deviant." I look up at Toni as my eyes couldn't keep in the tears no longer. She gets up and sits now next to me pulling me into a hug. "Cheryl I am so sorry." She spoke muffled by my shoulder. "You have to know that your mothers wrong." She pulled out to look me in my bloodshot eyes. "You're not loveless, you're not deviant. Okay?" She places her hand back into mine still looking at me.

"You're Sensational."

My heart stopped. I forget all about my mother, everyone else, my heart ache as I felt a feeling I had hardly experienced. I felt happy and I felt loved. In that moment I for once truely didn't care where we were. I quickly cupped her face pulled her into a gentle and loving kiss.

I came out of the kiss my heart beating right out of my chest. Please don't let this be a dream. Please. She gulped staring at me. "Y-you really think that of me?" I stuttered my face still really close to hers.

"I. I. think the world of you Cheryl Blossom." She smiled showing off her teeth for once.

"I think the world of you...Toni Topaz." I replied trying to hide my face by taking a sip of my cherry cola.

After a moments silence before she spoke "umm don't want to ruin the moment. But you just kissed me in public..." she played with a piece of fallen hair nervously.

I looked around to see only a couple sat across the other side of the room. They were very destructed by each others company. My gaze came back to Toni. "D-don't worry."

"Are you sure? I don't want you to do anything you don't want to do. You don't have to come out. I understand and I really don't want you to get taken way from me... In fact I won't let you get taken away from me." She stated get faster as she went on.

"Toni! I am d-deadly scared of you leaving or my mother finding out... But I wanted to kiss you. In fact I kind of couldn't resist." I bit the inside of my cheek at my last words.

She smirked "You're so cute."

"Nooo I'm n-not!" I put my head on the table and she laughed.

"Oh you so are! Cherryyy." She continued to laugh nugging my arm.