Blue Eyes (Luke Hemmings)

Chapter Twenty Four

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Ambers Pov

Broken and lonely.

I'm broken and lonely. I've been feeling empty for four months now. Luke's been gone for four months. He tries calling me everyday and leaves voice mails but it's so hard to talk to him knowing that his lips have touched her. That they've touched Arzaylea. Even if it was a stunt it still hurt that I couldn't be seen with him, that I can't touch him, that I can't kiss him. I haven't even seen the three other boys because I'm so afraid that I'll see Luke and Arzaylea there, pretending to be all lovey dovey. I can't handle all of that. I look at the ring he gave me everyday and keep it on, as a symbol of our love. No matter how far apart we are, I'll always love him and I know he loves me too. I can't wait for this to be over so I could hold him in my arms and shout from the rooftops that I'm in love with him. With Luke Hemmings. I grabbed my laptop and stalked him on Instagram like I do every other day. I searched up his user and looked through all his photos admiring all his features. He started styling his hair differently and had a different wardrobe. His eyes became baggy and red, it looked like he was slowly dying. What the hell is he doing to himself? I stalked Arzaylea pictures and saw she posted a picture with Luke. I looked through all the comments and they were filled with things like rat, snake, gold digger and much worse.

I looked at Luke and he looked cross faded. He looked terrible. I closed my laptop in frustration and sighed. I ran my hands through my hair and started pulling.

"FUCK!" I yelled into my pillow as tears poured down my face. I grabbed my pillow tightly and let everything I bottled up inside out.

"Vanessa, princess are you okay?" I heard from behind my door. I tightened my grip around the pillow remembering how he would call me princess. "Baby open the door." My mom sighed, knocking gently. I shut my eyes closed and let my hot and heavy tears roll down my cheeks.

"Mom I-I want to be alone." I said beginning so shake.

"You can't shut everyone out forever Vanessa." She sighed, I heard her footsteps fade away and I started sobbing again. I took out my phone and opened Snapchat I took a picture covering the camera so it was all black.

I'm living for the day, someday, when you hold me in the street and kiss me on the dance floor.

I pressed the blue arrow and posted it to my story. I turned off my phone and set it down on the nightstand.

Luke's Pov

"Luke let's go out!" She groaned taking my hand and trying to pull me up.

"No, we went out yesterday." I rolled my eyes.

"But when you were with her you went out like all the time." She wined.

"Because I love her! I don't love you, you're only with me for fucking money and fame!" I roared, causing her to take a step away from me.

"Fine." She mumbled and walked into her room.  

I sighed in frustration and pulled out my phone. I started going through my social media and saw Vanessa posted on Snapchat. I quickly clicked on her story and read what it said.

I'm living for the day, someday, when you hold me in the street and kiss me on the dance floor.

I took a picture of my shoes and captioned it