Katrina Grey has always steered clear out of drama's way seeing to the fact that she has a secret, and with the constant changes in society, that secret might emotionally and physically destroy her or save the lives of those who she loves.
But one...
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I walk through the once familiar hallways of my old house, fingers brushing on the furniture I once admired making my thoughts run wildly. Everything is destroyed, ruined to ashes all because of a disaster that made sure to wreck me harder than before.
I have met many people in my life. Some were good and some were bad. Some were too judgemental whilst the others were too nice for me. Yet never once in my life did I think that I would say something along the lines about me missing him.
Like how people move on from their problems, deaths, relationships I somehow still am stuck to the past, not wanting to let go, not wanting to move on. Everybody deserves a happy ending but life exactly isn't a fairy tale. Life doesn't always end up with a happily ever after, life doesn't always go merry. There are problems and we must face them head on without any fear because what's the worst that could happen?
Life goes on, people move on and so does time. Nothing waits. Everything goes on like water. It moves sometimes slowly and sometimes gushes into waves, waterfalls, currents. You must learn to surf if you want to be alive. Life should more accurately be paired with stale water. Its fine for a while but if you hold on for too long and refuse to move forward, the water becomes toxic.
Still here I am, mourning for them, wondered where I went wrong. But that's the thing. I didn't. And I slowly starting to realize that. I am slowly moving on. But I fear that by the time I have forgotten who I was and who he was, it will be too late and everything will be destroyed. And there is a fair chance that my demons will keep on haunting me for eternity and I will never be able to escape their grasp.
You never know what the future holds but what I do know is that your present shapes it up.
Never let your past blackmail your present to ruin a perfectly beautiful future.
It's a beautiful saying, isn't it? I understand that sentence perfectly well yet I can't apply it to my life. I give advice to people yet somehow I can't seem to hold myself properly. My life is falling apart. I am falling apart. I am broken. Shattered like a piece of glass. And I desperately need somebody to put those pieces back together for the sake of me. For the sake of this world
Because I believe that if I don't we all will be in deep trouble. Not just me. Not just you. But all of the humanity...
Mankind is at stake and he will stop only when they've gotten what they need, and that is exactly what I fear, but the funny part is that fear once feared me...
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