A Change In The Weather

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"who was here?" I put on a confused face to make it more believable 

"Caroline she wasnt here that was Alaina." Okay so damon knows me better than i thought. Fine, i walk out the door getting into my car to drive to Nics he should  be back today and i can finally kick his ass for not answering his phone.

A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heavenI don't wanna waste the weekend
If you don't love me pretend
A few more hours then it's time to goAnd as my train rolls down the east coast
I wonder how you keep warm
It's too late to cry
Too broken to move onAnd still I can't let you be
Most nights I hardly sleep
Don't take what you don't need from meIt's just a drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
Its like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heavenMisplaced trust and old friends
Never counting regrets
By the grace of God I do not rest at allAnd New England as the leaves change
The last excuse that I'll claim
I was a boy who loved a women like a little girlAnd still I cant let you be
Most nights I hardly sleep
Don't take what you don't need from meIt's just a drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are myHeaven doesn't seem far away anymore, no no
Heaven doesn't seem far away
Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore, no no
Heaven doesn't seem far away, oh ohA drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven
You are my heave


Jamming out to my favorite song no matter song no matter how sad it is.

  Momma said there'd be boys like you
Tearing my heart in two, doing what you do, best
Taking me for a ride, telling me pretty little lies
But with you, I can't resist  

OMG I LOVE THIS

Before I met you, I never felt good enough
Before I let you, in, I'd already given up
Left on read, no reply, left me just wondering why
Now I'm skeptical of love
So when you hold my hand, do you wanna hold my heart?
When you say you want me, is it all of me or just one part?
So when you hold my hand, do you wanna hold my heart?
When you say you want me
Momma said there'd be boys like you
Tearing my heart in two, doing what you do, best
Taking me for a ride, telling me pretty little lies
But with you, I can't resist
Maybe momma doesn't always know best

I'm terrified, but I'll never let you know
Social suicide, if I ever let it show
Everything feels just right
I fall in place, we fall in line
I'll never let you go
So when you hold my hand, do you wanna hold my heart?
When you say you want me, is it all of me or just one part?
So when you hold my hand, do you wanna hold my heart?
When you say you want me
Is it all of me? yeah
Momma said there'd be boys like you
Tearing my heart in two, doing what you do, best
Taking me for a ride, telling me pretty little lies
But with you, I can't resist
Maybe momma doesn't always know best
So when you hold me, am I the only one?
Do you wanna know me, or is this all just for fun?
Momma said there'd be boys like you
Tearing my heart in two, doing what you do, best
Taking me for a ride, telling me pretty little lies
But with you, I can't resist
Maybe momma doesn't always know best
Momma said there'd be boys like you
Too good to be true, doing what you do, best
Taking me for a ride, telling me pretty little lies
But for you, for you, for you I'll take that risk


pulling up i turn off the car running to the door very very worried, so worried i didnt even close my car door running up to one of the officers

"what happened?" He trys to push me back

"mama im sorry this is a closed scene."

"this is my boyfriends house."

"oh....... mama im so sorry but there was a fire."

"obviously wheres my boyfriend which hospital is he at?"

"Im sorry mama but he didnt make it out."

"what are you saying?" i feel the tears come running down my face without me authorizing them too.

"Mr. Nic Sinclair was pronounced dead they found his corpse on the 3rd floor in the closet holding a necklace." i dont hear anything else when i see them walk by with a body bag i take off running to the bag unzipping it to see Nic burned to a crisp i break down in that very instant crying as hard as i can till i cant breathe anymore then some more when his hand falls out the bag right in front of my face holding my princess belle rose necklace i got at Disney world with him.

" i dont hear anything else when i see them walk by with a body bag i take off running to the bag unzipping it to see Nic burned to a crisp i break down in that very instant crying as hard as i can till i cant breathe anymore then some more when h...

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slowly grabbing it out his hand i hold it to my chest crying even harder then before feeling like my whole life just came crashing down around me. Hes gone he left me. I feel myself being lifted up and put in a car but that doesnt stop my from crying hes not here i didnt even get to say goodbye i didnt get to tell him hoe much i love him im never going  argue with him over the remote every Tuesday anymore im never going to feel his arms wrap around me.

"OH MY GOD ALAINA!" i feel my self getting lifted out the car and set on my feet when i see Damon and Caroline with Elena. Damon comes running to get me from the officer when he gets me i wrap my arms around him letting it all go i didnt even know i was holding back.

"Hes gone D hes dead" i repeat over and over slightly trying to convince myself.

Hes gone.

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