Beyonce point of view
We have been on this couples get away trip for about a week now and I'm pleased to say we are expecting to be husband and wife soon. We needed this trip to make up for times we lost things we didn't understand. We were now sitting on the sand in the back of our beach house in the Bahamas.
" baby why you starting into space like that" he chuckled
" I don't know everything feels so right now when we're alone with no distractions then when we return home it seems as if our whole life blows up and we fight each other" I said
" I know bey but I've changed the only people my time needs to pertain to is you and angel " he smiled
When we told her that we would be married soon she kind of took it better than any other kid I know. She was crying tears of joy and I never thought she would do that because I've always had a gut feeling she wanted her mother and father to be together again.
" angel I miss her how's things going with Alena " I asked crawling between his legs to lay up against his chest
Alena and I had a argument of standing grounds. When angel is home with us she does what we tell her right away rather than when she feels like it. Alena on the other hand is trying to play cool mom which is understandable because she's trying to get a relationship with her child but she's needs to hold her ground. We have yet to talk about the hurtful words we exchanged but I felt like hers were below the belt. She told me I would never carry his child and if I did it would be slow and not as nearly beautiful as angel. She said some pretty hurtful things and I don't think I can just get over in a week.
" when I called it seemed fine angel and Alena love to shop so I'm sure the money I left them did the trick " he said
" I thought you were only leaving angel money why both "'I asked
" I felt like I owed that to her babe she had nothing " he exclaimed
" so you feel sorry for her " I said sitting up and looking him in his eyes
" baby it's-" gco
" the women who said I would never carry who nearly wished all bad on me you feel like you owe her" asked
" she's still the mother of my child and yes baby I do but not as much as I owe you " he said
I nodded rolling over to my back
" and plus bey you said we're not ready for kids just yet " he said
" yeah I did but I guess you always have to stay ready " I said getting up and making my way back to the beach house.
I've been hiding my pregnancy from Shawn because I felt like I should surprise him and see how excited he gets but I guess he still does not get how I felt about what his ex said to me.
I made my way to the bedroom and laid across the bed I was confused hurt but more so sad.
" nothing Shawn " I said closing my eyes
" man this is suppose to be vacation why can't you just enjoy it " I said
I chuckled
" I'm leaving " I said getting up grabbing my suitcase
" Beyoncé were getting married soon for crying out loud you can't keep leaving you can't keep running away a from our problems " I said
" your right I can't " I yelled throwing my suit case at him
" chill " he yelled
" no you chill I can't even believe your not taking how I feel into consideration you totally blew off what she said to me and I'm not jealous of no bitch believe me " I said
