this will be a very stupid rant about my crush who we will call dumbass-
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I HATE HAVING A CRUSH
IT SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
SO LIK
LEMME EXPLAIN
SO SO LIK
DUMBASS AND I WERE FRIENDS FOR LIKE 4 YEARS
AND THEN THE NEXT YEAR WE WERENT IN THE SAME CLASS AND WE DIDNT SPEAK TO EACH OTHER FOR SOME REASON
AND NOW THAT WE'RE IN THE SAME CLASS WE STILL DON'T SPEAK
AND I THOUGHT IT WAS BECAUSE I HATE HIM CUS HE'S HONESTLY A BULLY BUT
THEN I REALIZED I GET NERVOUS AND FEEL AWKWARD AROUND HIM CUS I LIKE HIM
CAN U BELIEVE IT
I HAVE A CRUSH ON THE CLASS ASSHOLE.
STUPID, RIGHT?
SO STUPID
SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOOOOOOOOOO STUPID
EVEN THOUGH WE DON'T TALK, I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT THE DUMBASS.
I HaTe THISSsSSSsSssssSSSSSSSSSS
ONE MOMENT I WANNA KILL HIM, THE NEXT I WANT TO HUG HIM
IM SUCH AN IDIOT HHHHH
AND IVE FELT NERVOUS AND AWKWARD AROUND HIM FOR 6 YEARS, AND THIS YEAR I FINALLY REALIZED "OH SHIT, I LIKE THE DUMBASS"
SO I FEEL EXTREMELY STUPID AND IDIOTIC AND JUST AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
BUT WHEN WE TALK TO EACH OTHER ONE OF US STOPS AND FEELS AWKWARD
ITS PROBABLY ABOUT HOW FRIGGEN W E I R D I AM
SEE
I JUST PROVED IM WEIRD
I JUST SAID "FRIGGEN"
*facepalms myself*
BUTBUTBUTBUTBUT
now im being semi-serious-
even though we never talk, he's the thing that's always in my mind.
always.
SHIT
I CANT BELIEVE I SAID THAT
SHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT
ONE OF THESE DAYS SOMEONE FROM MY SCHOOL IS GONNA SEE THIS AND SHOW THE DUMBASS IT
FUCK THIS-
IM OUT
YOU ARE READING
eDgY StUFf heHeEHHehE
Aléatoirethis is just a vent for me to go to whenever i get to depressed