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I hate my phone cus its so complicated to type on-
Anywaysssss
Ok kids
Today we're gonna b talking abouttttttttttttt
LoNeLInEsS!
woo!...
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criiiiiiii...
so im going to this vbs for luk 29000090000000 kids
And u go in a class with the kids the same age as u
So im in a class w some kids rite
And theyre all nice and everything
But the problem is....
*deep breath*
i know these kids going to the vbs,and i want to be friends with them but i cant
whenever i try suddenly my legs cant move and my brain keeps telling me "theyll hate u, theyll judge u, theyll stab u, theyre gonna fucking kill ur soul and destroy it into pieces, stay away from them if u want ur soul to live"

im
....
im lonely.
i dont like this voice in my head.
i dont like this hurting of my soul.
if u have a cure, please help me
all i need
is for someone to walk up to me
stretch out their hand
and help me because they want to.
not because some person is forcing them to.
all i want in life right now...
is to be wanted by friends.
is that to much to ask?
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im sorry.
im just
tired
yea....
Im just...
tired...
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i don't have the energy to keep getting up every morning
seriously
im physically and mentally tired
im not weak because im not working out and stuff
im weak because everyday
i just want to fall asleep.