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question:

...

im

im just

...

question:

why...

why do i not want my crush to like me?

even though ive liked him for 6 (GOING ON 7) years?

(YES I SAID FRIGGEN 6/7 YEARS, IKR IM SUCH AN IDIOT ;''''D IF THIS ISNT TRUE LUV THEN BOI, WHAT IS)

i think im just scared

i seriously seriously seeeeeeeeerrriiiiiiioooouuuuuussssssslllllyyyyyy dont wanna be w him

i dont get jealous

i dont get annoyed

i just have plainnnn oldddd loveeeee

l e    s i g h h...

...

THATS IT.

IM GONNA TELL U GUYS THE TRUTH ABOUT MY OBESSION!

IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT HIM EVERYDAY FOR THE PAST MONTHS!

THERE!

HAPPY?!?!

...

dafuq is wrong w me...

...

ive been mentally unstable for the past few days

a lot of things get me sad or angry for no reason

sometimes i get confused at the simplest things

its either because

1. schools coming up and im going to see HIM again

2. its "just" my depression acting up cause schools coming up and i really really dont want to be there... its to lonely....

3. or a mix of both 1 and 2

ughhhhhhhhhhh

i

hate

love

.

i

hate

him

.

screw you byran!