BTS | Angsts

J.HS | Hopes

" If he only loves me in my dreams , then let me sleep forever. "

Introduction

I am Jung Hoseok's guardian angel. He can only see me if he wishes for me or if he longs for me in a dream.

But...He will no longer be able to see me once he falls in love with another person. That's the part where our story might end.

But.....I don't want it to end.

Y/N POV

" Aish! Hobi-sshi! I told you to not trust everyone! You don't know what they might be doing behind your back! " I say to him.

Hobi : Ahahaha...sorry Noona...I'm just so over talkative and way too friendly!

Y/N : I'm gonna keep an extra eye on you tomorrow okay? I'm just worried about you..

Hobi : Don't worry Noona! I can take care of myself , you should start worrying about me less and take more good care of yourself!

Y/N : Yah! I'm a spirit! How can I even take care of myself?

He walks towards me and plays with my hair while staring at me.

Hobi : So you can shine brighter everyday...because to me..you are my sunshine.

He whispers...

Thump...thump...thump...thump...

That was the sound of my heartbeat. I smile at him blushing.

Y/N : You compliment me too much.

I push him playfully laughing.

Hobi : Noona!!! You are so mean!!

He pinches my cheeks and ruffles my hair.

Y/N : Oh no! Its time for me to go now!

I hug him tight sadly.

Y/N : I'll be with you tomorrow! Okay? Take good care of yourself! Have hope! bye Hobi-sshi!~

Hobi pouts but waves while smiling.

Hobi then wakes up and gets ready.

Since I am a girl. I always close my eyes or hide inside his closet. I'm not creepy okay!

I then follow him to class and stand beside his teacher to listen.

Teacher : Okay , Good Morning class! We will be welcoming a new student! Ms.Hwang ! Come in.

" Hello everyone! My name is Tiffany Hwang! I hope we can be friends and everyone can treat me equally! "

Teacher : Go sit beside Hoseok.

What? Is this teacher serious?! Out of all the million seats in this class...HIM?!

She sits beside him and I walk to their direction to see if they interact.

" Hey! My name is Tiffany but just call me Fany for short! What's your name? " she smiles brightly at him.

Ugh if only I could punch her perfectly shining white teeth.

Hobi : M-my name is Hoseok..but..uhm..You can call me H-hobi! , You are the prettiest girl I've ever seen by the way!

Hobi?...he said that I'm the only one who can call him Hobi...

Fany : Awesome!..so uhm..you wanna maybe..go to a café after school?

Hobi : Y-yeah!

Fany : Well..See you then!!

Hobi : *whispers* Y/N Noona??

Now he is able to see me.

Hobi : Can..you please give me some private time with Fany..please don't follow us to the café..

Y/N : But Hobi-sshi what if she does someth-

Hobi : See?! You are always controlling me! Telling me what to do and not to do! Just move on with your life and I'll move on with mine!..bye.

He leaves...how do I move on with my life when my life is you?...

* Skip time *

Its been hours since I've been staying in his living room alone..just waiting..and..waiting..

The door opens and I see him smiling so happy and brightly..

He doesn't even see me..he doesn't WANT to see me...aish..I probably deserve this..

I'm just afraid..if I disappear from his life..but he doesn't know that..

* Skip to bed time *

I'm waiting for Hobi to call me in his dreams...but nothing happens..

I just cry quietly..alone..in the dark..with nothing but the moon to shine on me.

I'm sad , I'm BROKEN.
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-Days...and days pass by...each day..one of my limbs disappear..I don't have arms no more..

Everyday...I long for Hobi to just comfort and tell me its gonna be okay.

But he never..even longed for me.

I follow Hobi where he will finally confess to Tiffany.

If only I could be her...would things get better? Would he actually love me? Even for a tiny second?.....

Hobi : I love you a lot Tiffany.

Fany : Me too!

They then connect their lips in a passionate way as my whole body starts to be blown by the wind.

From that day on.

I never once existed.

- End - 🌸

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Author Note : 🌿🌺🌻

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