BTS | Angsts

J.HS | Hopes pt.2

" That feeling of regret when time passes and you realize you've let the wrong person go."

A few years later

Jhope POV

Tiffany has been a wonderful girlfriend! But..everyday...I don't know why...

But I feel so..empty..like something is missing.

Maybe I'm just going through puberty all over again???

Oh! Tiffany must be lonely at home...aish I should stop practicing and go check on her.

I go home and see...shoes that I believe I don't own?..

" Tiffany?? Jagi?? Fa- " I stop mid sentence when I see Tiffany on top of a man in my couch.

Hobi : P-please explain..

I say holding all my tears. This must be a misunderstanding.

Tiffany : ... I'm sorry. But you were just a bet. My friends said before I transferred to our school...if my seatmate is a guy..I'll date him for as long as I can.

I was speechless and just broke down in front of them.

Hobi : b-but...why? I gave you everything...all my heart..and I was always honest and had patience with you every single day. I loved you so much.

I said to her.

Tiffany : I'm actually glad you found out...and I'm sorry Hobi-sshi...bye let's go.

They leave holding hands.

Hobi : Hobi-sshi...? Why does my heart hurt when I hear that....?

I then suddenly start crying so much.

I go to my room and sob on my pillow..I look at the bedside table and see a strange notebook that looks a few years old.

I get it and flip the pages. I read one page.

Dream 1 :

In my dream tonight , Y/N Noona said to always think of her so I can talk to her if I want to.

Dream 34 :

I always wonder why Noona is always so protective when I make new friends...keke she is such a precious person!.

Y-y/n....Y/n....Y/N!

I haven't seen her for a while...I miss her so much..right now she would always comfort me when I was sad..

All I have to do is wish and think of her...right?

I want to see Y/N...I wish to see Y/N right now...

I open my eyes and don't see her.

" Y/N Noona? Please come out and talk to me...I'm sorry for ignoring you...for years...can we talk? " I say but all I hear is the wind passing by...

I start to become worried about her..

But someone taps my shoulder...its a man?..

" What the- who are you?! " I say to him afraid.

" ...I'm your new guardian angel , my name is Jimin " he says calmly.

Hobi : What?! But , Where is Y/N! No one can replace her!

Jimin : Why say that now when it seems that Tiffany girl was in her place?

Hobi : W-what..of course she can't r-replace Y/N!

Jimin : Look..., I'm just gonna be straightforward. Y/N is gone. She doesn't exist.

I tear up.

Hobi : W-what....w-why...h-how...w-when......?

I start stuttering.

Jimin : When your guardian angel falls in love with YOU but you fall in love with someone else , your guardian angel's heart and remains will start to fade away slowly.

I look at him , I start sobbing uncontrollably.. I kneel on the floor scratching my hair while laughing and crying like a maniac.

Hobi : Y-you are.. Joking right?

Jimin : I'm sorry...no.

Hobi : WHERE IS SHE?! HUH?! TELL ME!

Jimin : I-i don't know...

I cried so much while screaming..not caring if I disturbed other people.

Jimin : I felt...she loved you a lot.

Now...I realize. She..she..did everything for me...she didn't want me to talk to other people afraid I might fall in love and she will disappear.

I'm the worst person alive..I wish I could die right now.

I hate myself. I held my heart as I cried on the floor regretting everything.

" Y/N please come back..you are the missing piece of my life...I need you...I love you. "

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