IMPERFECT // H.S.

chapter36

*smut warning*

Bella's POV

I know it was crazy to invite Harry to shower with me but i had to do something to make him stay.

As i stepped under the steaming water, i let it pour onto my neck. I had slept on Harry's arm for the whole night and it was sore.

"Are you alright?" he questioned in a concerned expression.

"Yeah, my neck is a bit sore is all," i smiled, rubbing my sore spots.

"Here, let me get it," he offered, turning me around and began to massage my neck. I let out a moan of relief.

"Don't do that...it makes me think of things that i'm not sure you would like," he said, i heard the smirk in his voice. He leaned down and pressed a kiss on the back of my neck. I smiled to myself and turned to face him. Pure melancholy covered his face.

I wanted to get his mind off of things for a little while, i hated that he felt this way. I pulled his naked body into my own and he excepted. I held him and felt his body jolt as he cried. A single tear rolled down my face along with the water from the faucet. The thought of Harry being hurt made me more sad than if i myself were hurt.

I began to kiss him, first on his jawline, then down his neck, landing on his collar bone. He lifted his head from my body and showed me a weak smile.

"you're so beautiful," he spilled. I couldn't hold back the grin as the words left his mouth.

"ditto," i giggled.

"heeeey i am not beautiful, i am handsome thank you very much...oh and don't forget sexy," he said playfully.

" I'm not so sure about that," i smirked.

"want me to show you?" he darkly said.

"hmmm i don't know, do i?" i teased.

"oh, i think you do," he claimed, biting down on his bottom lip. I couldn't hold back much longer, i leaned in and met his pink lips to mine.

Gently, he gripped my thighs and picked me up, pushing me against the shower wall. I let out a small moan as my back hit the cold tile. I twisted my fingers into his hair and slightly pulled, reviving a groan from harry.

"damn, babygirl," he moaned " i love that shit,"

I repeated my actions, pulling a little harder. I felt his hardness up against me and i couldn't take the teasing much longer. I looked into his persuasive eyes and nodded.

"i'll be right back, stay gorgeous," he called, stepping out of the shower.

He returned minutes later and showed me a shiny foil package. He opened the package and slid the condom over his length.

Harry's POV

I stepped back into the steaming shower with a condom on. I looked into her innocent eyes and i couldn't wait anymore.

I sauntered over to her and picked her back up, nuzzling my face into her neck. I sucked hard and nipped her skin, sure to leave my mark.

I put my hand down between us to feel that she was already soaked. I took no time as i slid into her. She let out a loud cry and i cupped my hand over her mouth.

"shhh, baby, you have neighbors," i teased. I began thrusting in and out of her as she clawed at my back. I put one of her feet to the floor, the other still wrapped around me and i pinned her arms to the wall.

"oh my god Harry," she cried. She felt so good around me, i hadn't been touched in so long. A few girls at the club tried, but i wouldn't allow it. After minutes of thrusting and scratching she called that she was close and so was i.

I finished after she finished around me at the call of my name.

After recovering from euphoria, i gently pulled out and sat on the shower bench. Bella sat down on my lap. She soon stood and grabbed the shampoo bottle, beginning to lather her hair.

"here, let me," i offered, massaging her scalp. We washed each other and stepped out of the steaming tub into the foggy bathroom.

"that was...amazing," she smiled shyly. i couldn't help but laugh.

"yeah, it really was," i assured her. "really, Bella, no ones ever made me feel like that before,"

"oh, whatever Mr. i can get any girl i want," she teased.

"i'm serious," i said blankly. i was. No one had ever made me feel like Bella did, mentally and physically. She showed her bright teeth and bowed. I laughed at what was mine in front of me, or what i hopes would still be mine after my mum's death blew over. I began to worry and couldn't help thinking of losing her, i couldn't lose her again.

I walked out into her bedroom, towel around my waist and sat on her soft bed. I rested my head into my hands and let out a deep sigh.

Bella came out of the bathroom in my t-shirt and damn did she look good in it.

"what's wrong?" she asked, moving over to sit next to me. I gave her no response. "Harry," she pushed.

"damn it Bella, i'm scared of losing you alright. I know after this whole thing with my mum blows over, you'll leave me and i'll be alone again," i explained.

"Harry, can we please save this conversation for another time?" she begged.

"No, i need answers, please," i pleaded. She let out a sigh and grabbed my hands into hers.

"look at me, Harry," she demanded. i slowly turned my head in her direction.

"Listen to me, i was stupid at first, i shouldn't have let you go like that. We could have talked it out and made things better and i'm sorry. We can get through all of this together, you're not gonna lose me again, ever," she assured me, planting a kiss on my cheek.

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