IMPERFECT // H.S.

chapter48

Bella's POV

I wanted to scream as i tried retracing my steps, trying to remeber the exact thoughts that put me in to this situation. My mind was empty.

"Harry!"I croaked, my voice lost from crying.

"What is it? Are you okay?" he scrambled out of the bathroom, running over to me. I had been lying on the bed, bundled up tightly.

"Yes, yes i'm fine. I-I just needed to talk to you about something," I assured him with a small smile. He sighed and sat down on the edge of the bed, where my feet were.

"go on," he urged, running his hand under the cover and up and down my leg. Goosebumps appeared on the surface of my skin.

"I can't remember what made me feel the way I did, I know what we were talking about just...not why it made me freak out like that," I explained, scratching my head in confusion.

Harry's POV

Damn it, my beautiful Bella. Can't you see i'm fucking up your life?

"The doctor said it could be from trauma resurfacing when you talked about how scared you are of Niall and being here alone, remember?" I questioned, her expression showed things were starting to make sense.

"So, Niall was the reason?" she confirmed for herself with a nod. No my love, can't you see it's my fault you're here? I simply nodded and she sighed. Her hands latched around my upper arm, pulling me in close to her.

"Bella i think you should get a place of your own and get away from here," i breathed into her neck. She sighed, scratching the back of my head gently. I let out an approval for her to keep going.

"I don't know Harry, I just don't think i'm fit for that kind of lifestyle yet, I haven't been to class in months for christ sake," she partly laughed.

"How about we just go look tomorrow and see if you change your mind?" I persuaded, lifting my head to look into her eyes.

"I mean, I guess so," she gave in, I buried my head deeper into her neck and breathed a small "good".

I suddenly picked her up and rolled over, so she was now on the top. She lied her pretty head on my chest and I lifted up her shirt, stroking her back. She hummed, leaning up to steal a quick kiss.

Bella's POV

My eyes were invaded by the sun's rays as I squinted them open. I was now laid beside Harry, my arm across his stomach. I smiled to myself as he snored softly beneath me.

I rolled over on top of him straddling his waist, leaning down to trail kisses over his face. His eyelids fluttered open and I was met with his forest of eyes. A smirk covered his lips as he reached up to plant a kiss to my lips.

"I think we have some apartment shopping to do," I giggled into his neck.

"You changed your mind?" he grinned widely. I nodded with a smile, crawling off of him. I secretly had been wanting to get out of the dorms for months and I had funds saved.

"no, come back," he whined and i rolled my eyes at him, flipping my hair as i turned. He huffed before crawling out himself.

Harry ran his fingers through his hair, stumbling over to stand behind me. Wrapping his arms around me in my favorite position, his arms around me, breath in my ear. Damn was he beautiful.

I turned, pecking his nose as i wiggled out of his grip, grabbing my things for a hot shower.

Harry's POV

I decided to surprise Bella and find the nice button up she had made me buy a while back, instead of a t shirt. We would be looking for her new home after all.

The steam from her shower seeped under the door, making me wish i was in there with her. I instead dressed myself,styled my hair as the usual, and awaited her on the bed.

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Minutes passed until she stepped out, wrapped in her towel, her body glistening with water. Damn was she beautiful.I closed my eyes as she dressed to hold back temptations.

"Damn, you've cleaned up nice," she gawked, biting down on her bottom lip. I showed her a sly smirk, showing her a little turn.

"Well I think you look gorgeous today," I  smiled, twirling her around my finger. She chuckled like a five year old child at the park.

"Ready?" I questioned after the giggles died down.

"I think so," she nodded, I obliged to her response by grabbing the keys and her hand, leading her out the door.

I had realized Bella already secretly had some apartments chosen. I smirked as she showed me the pictures of her all time favorites. I assured her we would look at all of them.

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The drive to the first apartment wasn't very long, I assumed that's what she wanted. The complex looked about nice and it wasn't a bad area, so far i approved.

The lobby area was a bit small but nice for its size. The same with the elevator.

As we reached the correct floor the realtor waited outside the door her arms behind her back, a huge smile was shown to us as we made our way towards her.

"You must be the lovely couple," she grinned widely.

"I'm Kerington Smith and I'll be showing you around today," she added, turning to unlock the door. Bella smiled at her, her eyes wild.

"Nice to finally meet you, I'm Bella and this is Harry," she motioned to me and I gave her a smile but I didn't like the smirk she gave me back, looking me up and down. I grabbed Bella's hand out of spite, I wanted nothing to do with her. As the door swung open and we were led inside, Bella gasped.

"Oh my god, I love it!" she gushed, I smiled at her as she let go of my hand to look around.

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