IMPERFECT // H.S.

chapter47

Bella's POV

I was woken up by the pounding of my head, from last nights fall i assumed. I felt around the mattress, realizing Harry's absence. I still had anger in my mind and hurt in my heart for my broken soul of a boy.

I wanted to be mad at him, at the same time wanting him to wrap me up a hold me tight. No, what he did was wrong and he needed to know. I crawled out of bed, the smell of bacon entering my senses.

On the table sat a plate full of food and a vase full of flowers. My heart smiled at the sight and so did I. Harry came through into the dining room, shirtless, wearing an apron. I silently swooned as I looked him up and down.

"Harry, what's all this?" i questioned him with a small smile.

"An "I'm sorry" breakfast, for you and I of course," he frowned, nervously rubbing the back of his neck. I showed him a smile, I knew I should be upset, but how could I?

I sat down at the small kitchen, timidly picking up the fork. I took my first bite, surprised as to how good it actually was.

"Harry this is amazing," i complemented him, he smirked back to me, taking a bite of his pancake.

"My mum's recipe," he bragged, tapping my nose. I giggled lightly, tapping his back.

We were to be heading home today and I couldn't be more nervous for what awaited at home. I knew Harry would be there but I still worried out of my mind.

"Harry?" i called.

"hmm?" he hummed, taking a sip of orange juice.

"can I be honest?" I questioned.

"of course, love, what's the matter?" he frowned, taking my hand.

"I-I'm scared Harry," I sighed softly, playing with my lip between my fore finger and thumb.

"of what?" he urged. I was almost too scared to tell him.

"I'm afraid of how things will turn out when we go back to America, with Niall, my mother, us," I cried.

"If Niall even so much as looks at you, i'll kill him. Your mother will come around, and we'll we're fine aren't we?" he assured me, tucking a piece of hair behind my ear.

Harry's POV

I didn't like that she thought the ways that she did, always overthinking. I couldn't tell her, not right now. I just took her into my arms and held her.

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The airport was oddly packed this afternoon as Bella and I made our way to our gate. I tightly held her hand as we made our way through the crowd of people.

Making it onto the plane alive was a miracle alone, getting to be with my girl for the next eight hours was another.

I rested my hand on her thigh, caressing it gently. I smiled over to her, grabbing her cold hand. She shot me a smile, biting down on her bottom lip. I had to look away before I took her right here, right now.

I simply lied my tired head on her shoulder to distract my need for her.

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Many hours had passed since we had been on the plane, I lied on Bella's bed at her dorm, watching her brush her hair.

"Bella?" I called, "Are you alright?" I asked her as she stood staring at herself in the mirror.

"I-I....Yeah," she smiled, i knew that look, she wasn't.

"Tell me the truth," I demanded, walking over to her, wrapping my arms around her waist. She twisted around in my grip to face me.

"Honestly Harry, I'm scared out of my mind being back here, I don't want to be left here alone," she explained, her breathing increased.

"I'm not going to leave you babe, you can count on it," I tried to explain but she was already shaking and breathing heavy.

"Harry, I-I can't breathe," she began to panic.

"Wh-what do you mean you can't breathe?" I cried, gripping her arms tighter to steady her.

She clutched her chest, her breaths heavier as she melted to the floor.

"Hold on Bella, we're going to the hospital," I yelled in a panic, I ran over to grab her keys.

"No- no," she cried, but i refused to let her stay here and something happen. I couldn't lose her too.

I picked her up bridal style, running for the car as she continued to struggle.

Bella's POV

My mind was running wild, i couldn't catch my breath and my heart was racing. What was wrong with me? Was i going to die?

Harry sat me in the passenger seat and ran around, pulling himself into the car. I didn't want to be weak, i didn't want to go to the hospital, but Harry insisted. My body began to feel like i was floating, my vision growing blurry.

Harry POV

I looked over to Bella noticing her head began to wobble, eventually she slumped over and was out cold.

"Bella!" i cried, my body grew rigid.

"Bella, what the hell, are you okay?" no response. shit.

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I carried my out cold, beautiful girl into the emergency room.

"Can someone give me some help here, my girlfriend passed out and she's not responding, i don't know what's wrong with her," i yelled, two nurses in scrubs came over to me with a stretcher, I lied her on it and they rolled her through two doors. I tried to follow but i was stopped.

"Sir, we need you to stay here. Someone will come get you when she's awake," they explained, pressing a hand against my chest. I stopped and said nothing as they rolled the love of my life away.

I found myself sitting in the same situation as a week ago with my mother. I couldn't lose Bella too, she was all I had left.

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The waiting game had finally took a turn when a man in a doctor's coat came out to me.

"Mr.Styles is it?" he questioned and i responded with a nod.

"Your girlfriend is doing fine and she requested we come and get you," I released a breath I hadn't realized i had been holding. I jumped from my seat, following the doctor to the back.

He led me down a dimmed hallway, many rooms were empty, only some were taken. Soon, he came to a stop, pushing a door open. There lied my girl, hooked to a breathing machine. My heart clenched at the sight.

"Are you okay baby?" I scrambled over to her. She silently nodded, grabbing my hand.

"She had a panic attack, and hyperventilated due to lack of oxygen, causing her to pass out," the doctor blurted out.

"Wh-where did it come from?" I questioned in concern.

"Well, it could come from many things, sometimes it just happens and sometimes it could be something tragic and changing," he explained. I nodded in shame, she was in this because of me, because i let her get assaulted.

(Hey guys!!!! sorry it took me so long to update, last minute school shopping lol!!! hope you enjoyed!! xx)