cloudy ﾟ| taekook

Oct 9 2016

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As much as I would like to consider this a date, that isn't what this is. We continued walking slowly towards the hospital, thoughts running through my head.
"H-hey Kookie. Over-thinking are one of the main caused for anxiety and depression. Proven."
I don't know way that made me smile, I don't why that made me feel secure.
"So you're running away from home?"
    I just nodded. What else should I say?
    "Well, did you know Jiminie hyung is in the same hospital?"
    I tilted my head. Jimin hyung didn't seem that physically injured to be in a hospital, he had the wheelchair, what else did he need?
    "..Ah Jimin used to be a dancer."
    The mood swung.
    "H-he's been through way too many surgeries just to get his legs working again. He hasn't given up throughout these 5 years or so. Paraplegic? Just in case you wanted to know."
    I remained silent as I slowly tried fitting my hand into his. Looking deeply into his sad sad eyes.
    "Hyung. He'll pull through."
    He sighed sadly.
    "I really hope so."
    A small pause.
    "So, you have love?"
    It shocked me when he brought up that topic. He didn't seem like someone who would start these types of conversations.
"Depends. Why?"
He then averted his eyes into mine. Then looked back down.
    "I don't know. Just wanted to get to know you more I guess. Sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable.."
He sighed once again.
"Ah! No I didn't mean it like that. It's just that,  I didn't think you were the type of person to talk about, well, love y'know."
We laughed a little.
"I'm not, to be honest. You just seemed.. I don't know, easy to talk to?"
I'll admit, that did make me happy. I couldn't stop smiling, I probably looked like an idiot.
"So, what's your favourite colour?"
He brought up randomly. Which made me give him a 'wut' kind of stare.
"Umm, black?"
"That's nice. I like gray."
I chuckled as he looked at me with a tilted head.
"We're pretty colourful huh?"
"Yeah."
Silence was all that was left until that was broken when his eye lit up seeing the familiar wheelchair boy in the hospital.
"Hyung!"
A hug was followed. I envied everything about his presence, Jimin's.
"Heyo! Taehyungie! Jungkooook!"
Exclaimed Hoseok from the sides running from Jimin and hugging me. It was a warm hug, no wonder why Taehyung has such a feel.
"Hey hyung, hyung."
I said quietly to the pair. Taehyung hyung gave a bit of a shove shoulder to shoulder.
"You don't have to be so stiff Kookie."
He smiled his warm smile once again, but this time I didn't have to envy Jimin because I know his smile is now mine. At least, it will be.
We all laughed it all, but I couldn't seem to take my eyes off Taehyung.. and Jimin. Just the way they interact gives me shivers.
"Hey, Taehyung. You have work right?"
I tugged his shirt hoping not to sound needy.
"Goodness, you got a needy one here. Ahaa"
Jimin joked, it was not funny, but Taehyung was still laughing. Magic? Or was it only me? It was.
"Pardon, we came to see Namjoon! Talk to you guys later."
    I could feel Jimin's unusual glare into my back as we walked away from the pair.
    "Are they d-"
    "-dating? No,not anymore at least."
I wasn't sure what would be the right thing to go through my head. Should I be worried? Worried because they might be together? Sad, because they broke up? Happy?
"Ah, so they did?"
He sighed the saddest sigh, he showed the saddest look. What could be sadder?
"When Jimin could dance. I-it's not something I feel like talking about. Sorry."
That wasn't an empty sorry. Wasn't those empty sorries I get from everyone, this was full.I gently place my arm around his shoulder as we walked out of the elevator to room 401,the 5 floor.
Mental patients.

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Neehee!
Im going to rewrite this part some time (never) to make it better :p
Get ready for a major mood change bcas i got lazy
Love ya sunshines and of course my baby bro
Neehee!