【구름】
I'm 15.
"Happy Birthday! I have the bestest birthday present for you. Pinky promise you'll never leave me after I tell you!"
I nodded. What could he possibly say to make me abandon him.. then I started to worry, what if he says he has a girlfriend? What if he's had she's stolen his first kiss? What if sh-
"I have a boyfriend."
Even worse. Since when?
"Since wh-"
"Since I met him, I was pan. He works at the underground dance camp, you know, Hoseok?"
My heart shattered to pieces, that horse? Without realizing I had a disgusting face on.
"Sorry.. Worst birthday right? I-i'll go.."
I held onto his arm. I have to tell him right now. No. I can't.
"I'm happy for you!"
I said in the most cheery voice I could make up on the spot and the walls caved in with every touch of a snowflake. Then tears fell. The froze upon his face, oh how I wanted to squeeze his lungs out. But no, someone was already there to do that for me, for him I should say.
"I'm j-just glad you u-understand taet-tae."
He shivered. He was shaking as much as my heart was, I couldn't take the feelings so I stayed quiet. His legs seemed weak today, the day before included.
"Are your legs okay? They seem a bit unstable."
I question with care filling up my eyes, all I could see was a guy who needed a hug.
"Yeah.. I don't know either. Lately, it's been hard to catch up with dance. It's nothing that big, I'm strong right?"
I brush his hair out of his face. What could be worse than this?
"Love you man." "Gay~" "Shut up you panhead."
【구름】
Neehee!
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