married to divorce → m.yoongi

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Yoongi P.O.V

I was a mess. I can't think of anything anymore.

I don't want it.

Why now?

I walk into the room and shut myself in. Those anger grew larger inside of me. I frustedly messed my hair, letting all my voices came out.

"Appa!"

The sounds of the door banging echoed and I was awaken by that voice.

Jihyun.

"Appa! Omma!"

I open the door tiredly. To my shock, I was being greeted by Jihyun figure crying. Why?

And she goes downstairs without talking any longer. My hearts suddenly beating faster.

As I reached the down floor, my eyes widen bigger.

Jieun.

What have I done?

Blood.

I can't help but to start trembling. Jihyun was shaking her mother. I saw blood at her legs that makes me terrified. My hands start to shaking.

I gain myself back and quickly pick up Jieun bridal style and bring her inside the car while Jihyun following us, still crying.

What have you done, Yoongi?

Skip

Jieun P.O.V

"Omma!" I squinted my eyes as the bright lights came flashing into my eyes. Where am I?

White ceiling.

The smell of sick person.

Ah, I just remember what happened.

"Jieun-ah, I'm glad you're awake." I turn my head to the voice and saw my mother smiling reassuringly. "Ma." And beside her was Jieun with her red eyes probably crying to much. I gave her a small smile.

Mom comes closer and brushed my hair.

"Yoongi?" I asked as I can't see him anywhere in the roon. Her face turns sad but there was also anger in it.

"He's not here."

Yoongi.

"Ma, what happened to me?" I asked sounding vulnerable.

She looked down and I can see her clenching fist. As she look up, tears were streaming down her cheeks. My eyebrows were knitted together as they frowned.

"You lose your child."

Dumbfounded.

The world, everything around me went silent. I felt a pang in my heart.

I'm pregnant?

Tears starting to form in my eyes. I was actually pregnant? Our second childs gone like that? I shut my eyes as I remembered the day Yoongi brought me to our new house. That day where things happened. And that flashback on how Yoongi push me came flashing into my minds.

"Doctor said if you reached here on time there's probably hope on saving your child but-" I looked at mom who can't continues her word as she close her mouth with her hand, tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Its his faults." Mom eyes were burning with anger as she look at me. "You guys had a fight didn't you?"

"A-ani- we don't." I said with a low tone. Its true tho. We didn't have a fight. It just Yoongi had something that he's going through and it must be hard for him.

""Don't lie to me."

"I'm not." Mom heaved a deep sighed.

"Omma. Appa, I hate." Jihyun came to me sobbing as she takes my hand. I look at her with sad eyes. "Don't be."

"See, even your own daughter hate her father. I know he is-"

"Ma- stop it."

"Even in this state you still-"

"Ma. Jebal, give him a chance." I know he had a reason why he did that. It was a mistake. It must be a hard day for him. He needed his space and I ruin it. He also didnt know I'm pregnant neither me. I could be more careful. But-

Why is this so hurt?

Where are you, Yoongi?

What's wrong with you?

"This is why hate about you, Jieun-ah. Why you still care about others when deep inside you is broken. Please. I hope you can be more honest for yourself." Mom wiped her tears and she brushed my hairs. I know she wants the best for her only daughter.

Skip

One weeks has passed by, I'm now at Mom's house. When I went to our house, I can't seem to find you. You also locks the house. My phone was there. What if we lost contact since I can't get it.

Where are you Yoongi? How much more times did you needed?

Now one month has gone, you still weren't here. You give me so much worries.

Don't you miss me? If you don't. But please do it for Jihyun.

Where are you? Those words always repeating in my minds every single days.

That colds back was the last time I get to see you. I wished if you really want to disappeared could you give me one last warm smile.

Maybe I should have just given up.

That you were

Truly gone from my life.

Okay what have I done? (: