"So, now you started your business in Seoul?"
"Yeah. That's the best I can do." I sighed before touching the hotness of the hot chocolate's cup. My eyes were staring into the dark colour of the hot chocolate.
How it describes so much of my life. Despite it dark colour, it taste sweet which potrayed Jihyun who is my happiness. I would do anything for her even though I had a hard life.
"Well, its pretty hard to start anew here." I chuckles as I trailed off when the atmosphere was getting quitter.
"Does Yoongi hyung know about this?" His voice was so low but loud enough for me to hear.
I shut my eyes and looked down. Opening it back, I looked at Hoseok who was giving a question face.
"Why should he know?"
"But-"
"There's no reason for him to know." I cut him.
"Wae?
He voices out. His voices sounded sad. His face was confused. His face showed that he needed an answer. But why would he care?
I didn't know what happened between you and Yoongi. But what I know he still loves you. And I know there's no day he will stop loving you." He finished his words as our eyes were staring each other. I was overwhelmed by his words.
Still love me, huh? How can I believe that when he doesn't even trying. "You don't understand."
"I might. I'm not trying to side Yoongi hyung but I can see he is not the hyung I know back then. The smile he gave to me is not the same as he wears back then. He looks like a mess and I swear I wanted so much to punch him for looking so-
weak. He's not Yoongi hyung."
Hoseok eyes were teary. I don't know why but maybe this is the brotherhood bond that makes him like this.
Weak, huh? Yoongi weak? Why doesn't he showed it to me? Why did he act like he's a tough man? Why doesn't he showed that he needed me?
Hoseok p.o.v
"Give him a chance. Jebal." Why am I even pleading? Even though I can't deny that I have a little feelings for her but I know it must be just a simple feelings cause I can't beat Yoongi hyung's strong feelings for her.
I know how Yoongi hyung is. He is someone who is afraid to express his feelings. He doesn't know how to express them. He kept all of them inside him.
Even though I don't know what actually happened between them but I know they're meant to be together forever.
Yoongi hyung have helped me so much. Maybe this is the time to repay back his kindness.
"There will be no more Hoseok." I looked at her. Eyes were now looking down.
"He never loves me." She voices out low. Her expressions turned sad.
"Then, what's the meaning that he still uses you and Jihyun's picture everywhere around him? Hugged your picture in his sleep, wake up with teary eyes. Mistaken to call your name with a smile but quickly disappeared when you're not actually there. Yeah.
He might tried to deny that he no longer need you but he can't deny the feelings that he still have for you."
That's when she looked up and crushed her eyebrows together. Eyes were teary as mine but she's more beautiful as they were glistening and shining.
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married to divorce → m.yoongi
FanficCause what we think are it happened because of mistake.