married to divorce → m.yoongi

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Yoongi p.o.v

After week passed,

"Ah! Its been so long since the last time we went to a vacation together!" Jungkook jumping of happiness as we're now in front of the hotel we booked.

"It just Jeju Island, Jeon Jungkook." Taehyung replied smacking the younger's head. "I don't care where we are as long as we are together and Jeju Island is a nice place!"

"Our maknae is so lovely." Jin hyung smile looking at Jungkook. "But why is she here?"

I look at the voice which was Jimin looking at Loora weirdly beside me who was clinging to my arm. I just gave him a small smile but Jimin just sigh and turn his head away.

Will everything going okay?

I turn my attention towards Hoseok who was beside Namjoon but his face didn't show any emotion ever since the last night at the restaurant. He work as usual but he tried to avoid me at time. All we talk about is work.

What makes him to be acting like that? Is Jieun mean so much for him?

"Okay guys, lets take our rest. Tonight we will meet at the restaurant we booked for the party." Namjoon clasped his hand before he lazily shushed everyone to go inside the hotel.

"I wanna have the same room with you." Loora suddenly whispered to my ear, making me flinched. "Aish, you know we're not married yet." I sighed and starting to pull my bag to my room, leaving her by herself.

Skip

I was taking an air outside the hotel walking by myself. Luckily the hotel is near by the sea so it only take a short time to go there even by walking.

As I had reached there, stood a figure by all by himself not to far away from me as he was kneeling down looking at the sea. I approached him after heaving a deep sigh. "Yo." What an awkward greeting.

He turns around with a shock expression. It must be because of me. Did I scare him that much? Or did he wanna avoid me that much?

He turns back looking at the sea, while standing up and just stayed quiet. Okay, this is so not him and this is such an awkward atmosphere. I hate this.

"Hey-"

"I'm sorry." He mumbled but loud enough for me to heard.

"W-Wae?" I chuckles while rubbing my hair, feeling kind of nervous. "I know I shouldn't act this way. But I just-"

"Arraseo." My voice sounds so low. "Hyung." He looked at me, his face showing many kind of emotion and I can't figure them out.

"Did you really had no any feelings left for Jieun?"

No. What does my heart said? We married by force but-

"I don't know." I looked down, afraid to face him.

"Hyung."

"Hoseok-ah, I need to do this. The past is the past."

"Do what hyung? Marrying Loora? Leaving Jieun? What reason that you need to do this? What happened between you guys? What did you think Jieun will felt without her husband by her side? You still didn't divorce her right hyung? Then don't let her suffer. " Hoseok demanded as he grab my shoulder, shaking them a little.

Suffer? "I will." I blurted. Me. Myself was shocked of what I'm talking. "Before I'm going to marry Loora.

I'll divorce her."

His hands that was on my shoulder fall back to my side. "What makes you like this? Hyung."

"I'm sorry, Hoseok-ah." I went to hug him and patted his back, don't know what to say anymore as my mind went blank for saying those things. Divorce her huh? Will I really divorce her?

"Ani. I just realise. Who am I to say anything?" His face that was staring at the ground he lifted it up to face me, giving me a small smile. "See you tonight." With that he walked away, leaving me alone.

What I just said?

Skip

Me and Loora went together to the restaurant that we planned to meet and to have a party. Jin hyung have already book for the entire restaurant just to have fun for ourselves.

I headed inside followed by Loora beside me. As I looked around it was still empty except for the waiter and waitress. Are we the first one?

"This way." A waitress gave out her hand as she pointed the way.

As we've reached at our table, the food are already fully served. Many kind of foods are on the table.

We settle ourselves down and wait for the rest. "Why did Jin oppa choose this restaurant? Its not that fancy."

"It maybe not be that fancy but the foods here are delicious and look at the view its the sea!" I turn my attention the voice and saw Jin hyung came inside the restaurant with Namjoon "That's why I choose this restaurant." He continued as he settle himself down.

"Oh, everybody is here already." Jimin then came inside after some minutes followed with Hoseok, Taehyung, and Jungkook. "Its all your fault." Jimin scold Taehyung as he knock his head. "If you didn't sing inside the toilet we would have reached early."

"I wasn't singing!" Taehyung demanded as he knock Jimin's head back. "Ah, cant blame that. Taehyungie is always slow when it came to bathing."

"Stop bickering you two." Namjoon sighed as he told the rest to have their sit. "Woah, the foods look delicious."

"I know right. So lets not waste our time and dig in." Jin hyung clasped his hands and show his eyes smile.

I looked at the foods, trying to choose of what I wanna eat but then my hand automatically reached for the kimichi fried rice. "You just wanna eat that?" Loora making her question face.

"I wanna try."

"Its been so long since I saw you eat that." Loora chuckles. I just realise that.

Cause whenever I reached home after work. She would always cooked me kimichi fried rice.

But back then I wasn't good enough to tell her it was really delicious. And every time I saw this food. It remind me of her. Those feelings of guilty.

Am I really moving on? As I take a bite, the taste of the food melt inside my mouth. Blood rushing all over my body. Why?

It just a taste of kimichi fried rice but why am I being like this? But why? It taste so much like her cooking? Even after years, I still can clearly remember how does it taste. The taste that I would never forget. It taste so much like this.

My hand that was holding the spoon suddenly letting it go and went to clutch my heart. Why does it hurt so much?

"Jagiya, are you okay?" "Hyung what's wrong?"

Author p.o.v

"Waitress give me a glass of water!" Loora shouted as she was holding onto Yoongi. Everyone stop their action and worriedly stares at Yoongi.

Without wasting anytime, the waitress comes with a glass of water but unfortunately her grip wasn't strong when she try to pass the water. Yoongi's shirt began to soaking in wet. "Yah! What're you doing?!"

The screaming of Loora's voice awaken all the workers in the restaurant making they scared of her presence.

When hearing the shout, the owner of the restaurant headed outside from the kitchen, towards the costumer.

"What's happening?"

Silence. Everyone attention that were on Yoongi's have now all change to the particular person.

"You."

oh yeah. 🙂