married to divorce → m.yoongi

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Jieun p.o.v

Did he got the divorce paper? Did he signed it? We had nothing anymore right?

Why? Why my heart hurt so much? You have endured this pain for so long Jieun you are strong enough for this. You can handle this.

But why?

Why am I not in ease? Peace?

It was a lie if I said I didn't happy to see him.

But what he did to me back then had brought us this way. He leaved us. He choose to be away.

"I love her! I love us!

I love you!"

You have really gone insane. How could you say that so easily?

I looked at Jihyun who was staring outside the restaurant glass window. "What are you looking for Jihyun?" I went closer to her.

"Appa."

Again.

"Jihyun. Stop it. He is a stranger." She just stayed quiet. "But why? Why I feel so comfortable around Appa?"

"Cause you thought he is when he is actually not." Her eyes that were looking outside shifted towards me. "Appa bogoshipo."

My eyes softened. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Jihyun.

I brought her to my embrace and caressed her hair. "You have me."

"You're strong right Jihyun? Don't make omma worried hm."

I held her shoulders and pushed her a little to have a look at her face. "You haven't eaten right? I make your favourite dishes."

She looked down. Avoiding my gazes. "I'm not hungry."

"Please don't be like this, Jihyun-ah." She lifted her head and looked at me. She held my face in her smaller hands. "You have to eat." My eyes became teary.

She just smile. The smile that I hated. The smile that make everyone think she is strong but actually broken inside. "Family."

Suddenly, her body start to shaking. I became panicked. She had trouble breathing. She tried to gasped for air.

No.

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Yoongi P.O.V

Its been 2 months. Yet, they are still in my mind. It was hard to forget about them just like years ago.

Appa.

I closed my eyes as the memories of the incident in the hospital three years ago replaying back in my mind.

Jihyun won't come with me to go back home. She was afraid of me. For what I had done to her omma. But I had to go back to take her belongings. She just stay by Jieun side.

When I came to look after her. I was about to get into her room but her mom, my mother-in-law just came out and stop me from coming in. Jihyun was clinging to her hand, hiding from me.

"Mom." I fluttered a small smile. She just looked at me with that cold eyes. My eyes then darted to Jihyun, she was avoiding my gazes.

"I have think about this. There's no need for you to do this anymore." Mom voiced out as I was about to hold Jihyun.

"W-what are you talking about?" I stopped my action and looked at her.

"You wanted this right? Don't see my daughter anymore even my granddaughter! My choice of marrying both of you was wrong. You make my daughter life a disaster!" She said between her clinging teeth.

Her words keep me shut. "Ani. It was a mistake. I-I didn't know that she's preg-"

"If Jieun lived with you while carrying Jihyun- you might do the same right?! You don't even want her!"

"Mom."

"Don't call me that anymore! I don't want to see your face!" She tried to take Jihyun away but I was fast enough to take her. "Jihyun. Appa is sorry. Really sorry. I will come back to you. I promise. I love you and omma."

Jihyun looked at me with teary eyes. But suddenly mom broke my hands that was on her shoulders. "Go!"

"Jieun-"

I looked at her ward room. "Mom. Please give me a second chance."

But she just pushed me away. "Go before I call the guards!"

She didn't gave me a spare moments to look at my wife. I wonder if she's okay. I didn't even get to say anything. I couldn't fight. Everything was a mistake. I couldn't do anything. I was stupid.

No, I could have done something to fix it. But my stupid mind won't work my way. Everything in my life is complicated.

"I love you guys." I looked at Jihyun before turning my body to walk away. "Appa." was the last thing I heard from Jihyun.

If only I could tell her the truth. If only I wasn't scared enough.

"Oppa." I sighed before opening back my eyes and darted my eyes toward the door. "Would you help me shopping?"

"For what?"

"Ah, have you forgotten? We are having my birthday party in a week! Of course I have to look good and you need to help me with that. I want to wear something that fix your taste."

She stressed me out. Why am I doing this? "I'm busy."

"Argh, oppa! And you also have to look good on my birthday. There will be a lot of suprises."

Hoseok p.o.v

I took a day off since my stomach been hurting like crazy. Now here I am in the hospital.

I just came inside the elevator and it was empty.

When it was about to close, "wait." someone came in hurriedly. Without looking properly inside the elevator she hit the button to floor 3.

As our eyes meet, she was startled. Her finger quickly hit the button to open the elevator door back but I was fast enough to stop her.

"What are you doing?"

She just looked down.

"Are you scared of me? Hey, its Hoseok."

She didn't say anything.

Why is she here in Seoul?

But why is she here in the hospital.

She looked just fine.

You disappeared and then I found you back. Why does we always to meet like this? You would always tried to fade away. But this time I won't let you go.

How long has it been? A month? No. 2 months?

"Noona."

How long has it been? T_T Honestly I'm so sorry guys. REALLY SORRY. I've gone for too long. The exam was really hard that made me lost the inspiration to continues this story. I lost the idea. I don't know what to do. I was afraid if this book turn out bad. I'm really sorry. I will work harder and give the best to you guys. Thank you for waiting and I'm really sorry for taking to long. T_T sorry for the short update.

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