Do you ever get that feeling,
the one that punches you in the stomach,
because you get so excited and motivated,
and when you try to do whatever you feel like doing,
you're crap?
And it makes you want to rip out all the pages or scrap the whole thing?
Do you ever feel so worthless
and horrible and stupid and talentless
that you don't even know what to do with yourself?
Do you ever get so angry that you want to tear the blue sky in half and shoot the sun down?
Have you felt so furious that when you cry,
it just makes matters worse?
Do you ever get so annoyed,
and upset
because you're you?
