It's worse because you're in every room of my house and in every room of my heart.
People say to forget you, but I can't.
If I lose you, I lose a part of myself.
I lose my twin and my soulmate,
Not in a romantic sense.
Although, I do love you.
I want to fight for our promise,
But I curled up in bed this morning crying because I realised I just make everything worse.
You deserve someone great,
Everyone who knows me deserves better.
Don't pity me.
For this is not what I ask.
I need you.
It's so hard with everybody hunting me down and I don't want to drag you in my pile of dirt.
For you are an angel,
And it's my fault you're trapped in Earth.
