Just because I have people around me
Just because people like me
Does not mean
I don't feel alone
I don't mean it in the way; "I'm going to die alone."
I mean it in the way that I have to cry without sobbing so my family doesn't hear me.
I mean it in the way when it's 12am and you can't find anyone to help you.
I mean it in the way when it gets so fucking quiet and you're only thinking of whether or not to start it again.
Only when you know how exactly how I have felt at those times,
you can then tell me,
I have never felt alone.
