LETTERS FOR HIM | #WattPride

DAY THREE

Date: 14 June 2018.

Good Morning, love.

'You Deserve To Be,
The Person You Were Meant
To Be.'

Atticus

Here's another quote for you, love.
I hope you like it.

I'm sorry for taking so much time to write you another letter.
Things haven't been the same lately.

Say, do you think I deserve to be in this world ?
Do I deserve to live ?
Do I deserve to be love?
If so,
Then show me, love!
Show me!

Some says, I deserve the best.
Some says, I deserve nothing.

I regret living.
I don't deserve to be here.
Love?
Can I share another secret?
Again, promise me
you won't tell anyone...

*Sigh*

The last two days have been different, love.
That night, when I went for the get-together, I thought I would tell my parents about it, and everything would be fine.

Everything was great. The food, the ambiance, the bonfire and grilling marshmallows, the family-like atmosphere. Even my sisters' boyfriend was here.
But I ruined it!

I wish! I wish I hadn't opened my mouth at that time.
Things would have been really different!

Love, I told my family that I am gay.
Everyone went silent. Except, for the bonfire.

Love, my parents are disappointed with me.

My mother, she is not really angry but not happy also. She said that, "I don't know! I thought you were normal! Baby, it's not that, I do not accept you. I do accept you! We all accept you! It's just too much to take. But, I support you. Ofcourse I Do!"

It was as if, she was forcing herself to say that.

That night, I made my mother cried.
I disappointed everyone.
Except for someone or two.

My father, left with a 'no-emotion' face on. He left the bonfire place right after mother left.
The only word that left his mouth was; "son" with a tight nod.

My sister, Samantha, and her boyfriend, James, were normal.
But, guess what...
Turns out that I'm not the only one gay in the house!
My sister and her boyfriend are bisexual!

You know what my sister said to me?
She said:
"Big Bro, do not worry about mom and dad. They are just worried about your future.
But hey! You have me right? Even i'm bisexual! And look at my boyfriend! He is bisexual too!
Even I like both girls and boys!
But! It's completely normal!
People created the misunderstanding and hatred between genders! And now, religions and skin colours too!
You should not worry about other people. Worry about yourself!
You control your own life!
You decide what you want to do!
Genders does not and have never matter! And will never!"

And,

"Big Bro, remember, I support you. I will be there at every step you take. At every little mistakes you make, I will be there to support you.
You have me!
I have you!
And we have each others' back."

Love, I have my sister's support with me! Atleast, I have a family member with me!
And you too!
I feel so, happy, content, to know that someone is supporting me!

*Smiles*

Oh No!
Love, looks like, this letter is coming to an end!
I have to go!

I love you!
Always remember that!
I am going to miss you, sweetheart.
Take care for me, okay?.

Yours Faithfully,
X.S
Hugs And Kisses!