LETTERS FOR HIM | #WattPride

DAY SIX

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Date: 17 June 2018.

'Love Is Too Beautiful To Be 
Hidden In The
Closet'.

Xavier woke up with a huge smile on his face. Today was the day; he would finally send all those letters to his lover, also his neighbor, Cody.

Jumping out from his bed, Xavier did all his morning business. He was over-excited!
The thoughts of meeting his secret-lover made him feel giddy. He felt like he was going to explode and die from happiness. 

Cody was Xavier's first crush. He never felt the need to love someone earlier. 
Yes, he wanted to have a relationship, but he was unsure of himself.  He was unsure whether he was, a straight person or a gay one. Or both. He was confused. 
He never felt anything towards anyone before. Before him.

For the past 1 Month, Xaviers' life was stressful and full of doubt.
He was doubting himself. He never thought he was gay.
But, he was having problems in figuring out what he was. His gender. 

When Xavier, saw his new next-door neighbor, Cody Spencer  moving in. He knew something was wrong.
He never felt so content before.
The feelings that he was having was alien. It felt foreign.
He never felt that emotion before.

When he saw Cody, he felt fire sparks inside him. He felt tingles.
He was having goosebumps.
And when Cody turned to look towards his direction,
Xavier felt himself falling.

Falling in love.

It was too early, yes.
But.
He never felt like that before. It felt dangerous and taboo. But, No More.
He found himself wanting him, to be with him.
Atleast talk to him, for now.

We really don't know what the future held.

Quickly, after taking a shower, Xavier ironed his favorite T-Shirt, and put it on. Wearing his ripped jeans, he stood in front of the mirror, Watching his appearance. He look good, he thought. Maybe this will attract Cody. Putting on a little bit of gel onto his hair and sprayed in some AXE parfum, he smiled; perfect! All Done!

Taking his bag, he grabbed all the four letters he wrote and carefully put it inside the bag.
Walking throught the kitchen, he grabbed a granola bar, literally swallowed all of it and went to the small sort-of-garden in front of his house that he has, and  plucked three green lilies flowers.

It's time!

His heart was beating like a drum when he stood outside his house. He felt happy but at the same time, scared of being rejected.

Walking through the thick grass, he made his way to his house.

Standing outside his door, he carefully remove the four letters and the flowers.
He knocked. Nothing.
He knocked again. And again.

"Humpff! I'm coming! Wait a second yeah!" Xavier panicked.
He felt his heart dropped.
The thoughts of being rejected, came again.
He didn't want to go through that again.

The sounds of someone walking were heard. Sweats were dripping from Xavier's forehead. His hands felt too sweaty. His ears were ringing. His heart was racing. He was trembling.

"No..No" Out of panic, Xavier dropped the letters and flowers on his doorstep. He was shaking like a leaf. His face was red, all sweaty.

And like an idiot, Xavier ran away.

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