Haha be prepared for tears
Pat's POV:
This can't be happening. Why why why why. Tord has me standing above a beaten Pau. ( I have no clue what he did oof-) He has ordered me to kill him. The man I love the most. I have to shoot. I'm trembling with tears streaming down my face as I hold the gun up to his head. Shaking, I slowly go to pull the trigger. My finger laces around the trigger as if time has slowed down. I inch my finger closer and closer till it would only take one more inch and the bullet would go into my beloved Pau. Just I'm about to shoot, I pull the gun back away from him. I just can't do it. I can't kill him I love him way too much. " kill him or I will kill you and make him watch" tord growls. What happened to him. He used to be a decent person. Someone who wouldn't make you kill the person you love. I think the army has gotten to his head. Pau looks up at me with his sad glassy eye. I can't help myself. I break down sobbing even worse. His sad eye will forever haunt me. " Pat, just do it. I won't be gone forever. You will see me again. I promise just...I couldn't bear to see you hurt. Kill me so you can be safe" My hands are violently shaking as I raise the gun to his head. I do as I did before, lace my finger around the trigger and slowly push. Except, this time I don't stop until I hear the bang of the gun and I see him on the ground, slowly beginning to be surrounded by a pool of his own blood. I throw the gun down, kneel on the ground and cry my eyes out. What will I ever do without him. He'll never get to annoy me while we're in a plane again. I'll never see his stupid smile with a cigarette between his lips. I'll never get to hug him again, kiss him, tell him how much I love him. He's gone and it's all my fault. I'm the one who pulled the trigger. I'm the one who did it. I could have spared his life. I could have saved him. But I didn't. God I'm such an idiot. How could I do this.
Wow this hurt me to write. But at least I FINALLY posted another actual one shot. Peace out for the night
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