Eddsworld angst shots

Some sad ass angst

TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING! THIS ONE SHOT CONTAINS MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND EXCESSIVE BLEEDING IF ANY OF THE THINGS MENTIONED ABOVE TRIGGER YOU PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS!!!

No one's POV:
Today was his chance to finally do it. No one would be home for a few hours. This was the perfect opportunity. Tom found a clean sheet of lined paper and grabbed a simple black pen to write his final message to the world: Dear finder,
Oh look you have found me. I'm sorry you had to walk in on such a sight. It most certainly isn't pleasant. Anyway I'm going to tell you why. Why I would do such a thing. Well it is quite simple. I love someone. I love them so much sometimes thinking about them makes my chest ache. I love them but I know they could never love me back. I'm going to be dead anyway I might as well just say it. I love you Tord. I love you more than anything. Some days I sit in my room crying over how much I love you. I'm leaving so I don't have to deal with this crippling heart break. I know edd and matt will be temporarily sad but They will forget about me just like everyone else I know. This is goodbye
~Tom
Tom finished his letter, which he wrote in his best handwriting. He carefully folded it up and brought it to the bathroom with him. He carefully set down his note on the top of the toilet, where it would be visible to anyone who walked in. He started to run a bath. He let the tub fill almost all the way. He went through the drawers of the bathroom and found his razor. He removed his hoodie, folded it up neatly, and left it in the corner of the bathroom. Tom sank into the bath water slowly. He sat in the water for a few minutes before taking a deep breathe and finally doing it. He slid the sharp blade vertically up his arm. He cut as deep as possible. Then he moved to the other arm doing the same. He relaxed watching the blood ooze out of both of his wrists. His blood stained the water crimson red. Tom smiled and closed his eyes. He was beginning to loose consciousness.

Skip about 2 hours later

Tord arrived home before edd and matt. He had begun to have a sick feeling in his stomach that something was not right at home so he headed home before the others. Tord entered the house and began calling out Tom's name. He checked in every room in the house. Except the bathroom. He figured tom had gone out to a bar or something and there was no need to worry. He decided it would still be a good idea to check the bathroom though. He opened the bathroom door and the sight before him made him freeze. There was tom but he looked paler than normal. His lips were pale blue instead of their usual pinkish color. And worst of all, he was sitting in the full bath tub in crimson red waters. Which he automatically knew was blood. Tord was frozen in pure shock. When the sight before him finally sunk in, he crumpled to the ground in tears. He started yelling out Tom's name. As he sobbed he gripped the fabric of his hoodie as some sort of support. He sobbed and sobbed before he noticed it. Tom's note. He made his way over to the note. When he read over the whole note he couldn't stop the waterfall of tears coming from his eyes. He loved tom. He loved him with his entire heart. He acted as though he hated him though because he was afraid. He was afraid to experience love. He always protected his heart because he knew love would only cause him great amounts of pain. And he wasn't wrong. He loved tom so much and now he has lost him. Tord curled up on the ground in tears. He couldn't stop crying. He felt so empty inside. He felt as though it was all his fault. He could have saved tom if he didn't pretend to hate him for his own selfish gain

Time skip about a week later:

Tom's funeral was in 3 Days. Everyone was upset, but Tord, tord was affected worse than anyone else. Just the mention of Tom's name brought him into a panic attack. He started having nightmares that consisted of the same scene of tom in bloodied waters, but this time Tom's blue lips were muttering you could have saved me over and over. The nightmare happened every single night. Tord took Tom's teddy bear and hoodie. Those were the only things that could calm him down after his panic attacks. They smelled like tom it made him think that tom was still there. Hugging him. Comforting him. Tord rarely left his room anymore. Edd started to bring food and water up to his room for him. Little did edd know, tord always threw out the food. He just drank small sips of water. He was becoming thinner and thinner. Tord didn't want to hurt any longer. He wanted to see his tommy again. He wanted to hug him. Kiss him. Cuddle him. Tell him how much he missed him. So he made a plan. Edd and matt were going out to make funeral plans. He was going to be with his tommy once and for all. Once edd and matt had left tord found a sticky note and wrote a simple note
see you soon tom
He then found one of his pistols, loaded it, and put it against his head. He took a deep breath and finally pulled the trigger. His lifeless corpse landed on the ground. He died with a slight smile. Knowing he'd get to be with tom for all of eternity.
End

If I made you cry I'm sorry. But damn 1013 words aight good night