I'm a Potter (Draco Malfoy X Reader)

Chapter 33

Previously on Chapter 32

I head to the girl's dorm. Everyone is already asleep. So I try to be silent as I head up to my room. I enter and change my clothes. Then I flop onto my bed, closing my eyes. Instantly falling asleep with a peaceful smile on my face.

-Caught-

Y/N P.O.V

Things have been going well so far. We keep training a lot of things. My Brother is a really good teacher. He'd be an excellent Professor someday.

But Professor Umbridge have been suspicious at us. We have to be extra careful. She even make a group of scout, to catch whoever is being suspicious.

I was eating my lunch, when someone take a seat on an empty spot next to me. I turn my head to see Draco. He's sitting there with a loving smile, the one he only gave to me. I smile back at him, "hey, Draco..." I said. "Hi, baby..." He said, kissing my cheek. I blush in respond, when I realise everyone is watching us. "Draco... Everyone is watching..." I said to him. He looks around then back to me. "Who cares? It's good that they're watching us?" He said. "How is it good?" I asks. "Because then, they'll know that you belong to me..." He said, making me blush even more.

He laugh at this. Then he take my free hand, the other one is holding a spoon as I continue to eat. He keep holding my hand in his. I just stayed silent as I continue to eat.

"So... What's up?" I asks, turning to him as I finished my meal. He shrugs. "Well... Nothing much..." He said. I nod my head. Then he gets up "walk with me?" He asks. I look up at him and nod my head "sure..." I said. I said bye to my Brother, Ron and Hermione. They smile at me, but scowl at Draco. But I didn't realise they did that.

We walk out of the great hall hand in hand. Then we come to a stop at a small garden. It's almost natural for us to visit this spot. Then he turns to me and smile. "Y/N... You know how Professor Umbridge create that squad, right?" He asks. "Yeah?" I said. 'Please... Don't say that you want to join it' I thought to myself.

"Well.. I was thinking, that maybe I could join it..." He said. My heart sank, of course he'd be considering of joining it. But I just play it off with a smile. "If that makes you happy... I don't see why not" I said. Oh... I just hope he would not catch us. He'd be really angry with me if he did.

He grins and pulls me into a hug. "Thank you, Y/N! I knew you'd be supportive!" He exclaim happily. I just hug him back. Luckily my head is on his chest, so he wouldn't notice the frown on my face.

He pulls away and I instantly smile, so he won't see the frown on my face. He smile at me. Then he leans in to kiss me. I smile softly, as I return the kiss. I'm so sorry, Draco... Please don't hate me.

Time-skip

My Brother and I are walking towards the requirement room. I have be same frown on my face. My Brother notice this and turns to look at me. "What's wrong, sis? Something in your mind bothering you?" He asks. I turn to look at him, then I look down. "It's Draco... He joined the squat" I said. His eyes widened, then he nods his head "and you're scared he'd found out and get mad at you?" He said. I just nod my head.

He place a hand on my head, that had become a habit for him. Placing his hand, when he talk to me. Being a caring Brother. "Well... You can stop training with us then... If you're worry so much... It's okay..." He said, gently. I shake my head and look at him. "No, Harry... That's not possible... I want to be there for you..." I said. He looks at me worried, but I just give him a reassuring smile. He sighs and nods his head. "Okay... If you say so..." He said.

Soon enough, we made it to our destination. Everyone else is there, waiting for us. "So... Harry. What are you gonna train us today?" Hermione asks. "I want to see how well you guys do the Patronus Charms..." My Brother said.

He starts doing a review on how to cast this charm. "Think of your most valuable memory... Hold on to it and say 'Expecto Patronum.' Now try it... A pull grown Patronum needs a full concentration... You may not able to get it right in the first try... Just practice, practice, practice and practice" He said, walking around to watch us.

I close my eyes and think of the day my Brother finally knew who I truly am. I open my eyes "Expecto Patronum..." I said. Then from the tip of my wand, a (Fav Animal) appears. "Well done, Y/N!" My Brother said to me. I grin at him and look at my charm as it runs around.

Then suddenly, we heard noises from the other side of the wall. My Brother, me and Ron walk over to check out. From the gap, we can see Professor Umbridge with her wand pointed towards us or the wall of stones.

"Bombarda Maxima..." She said. My Brother knock me out of the way as the spell broke through the stoned wall. Oh no... We're caught. This won't end well.

I look around them. Then my heart stop when they meet with a pair of silver eyes. His eyes held sadness and betrayal in them. "Draco..." I said. He looks at me, then he release the hold he have on Cho Chang. Then he turns around and walks away.

We are brought to a room, where we use a curse quill. What we wrote on the paper, forms a scar on our arm. It's painful... but not as close as to the pain I saw on Draco's eyes. That look will haunt me forever.

I walk back to Gryffindor house. I walk past Cho Chang along the way. I turn to her and give her the hardest glare. She flinch and look down. "Traitor..." I hissed. Then I continue to walk towards Gryffindor house.

Then I come across Draco. He looks at me, then he turns around. "Draco! Wait!" I call out. He stops, but he didn't turn around. I speed up my pace. I stand in front of him.

"Draco I-" I start. "Shut up!" He said. I stop talking. "You're a liar, Y/N!" He said. "Draco, my Brother is..." I said. "Yeah... Your Brother. It's all you've been going on about... I get that he's your family... The only family you have left... But do you ever consider about thinking of how I felt?! If he's all you cared about, why don't you just go and date him instead?" He said, walking past me. I turn around and grab his wrist. He yank his hand away from mine. "Keep your hands of me, Potter. Just go to your beloved Brother and your filthy mud-blood friends... You traitor" he said. That really hurts.

"But Draco..." I try again. "Bloody shut up, Y/N! I don't wanna f*ckin' here any of it" he spat again. I don't know why... But something in me snap. "You're a serious git Draco! You knew he is my Brother! I just want to support him! I thought you'd understand!" I scream at him. He looks at me in shock. But I just ignore that. "We are just practising to prepare ourself for an upcoming event! He's back Draco... Lord Voldemort is back! Can't you see how serious this whole situation is? Can't you see how hard this is for me? On one hand Harry is my twin Brother! As a sibling I have to fully support him! On the other hand, you! The boy I've love for the longest time I have remembered! I thought you'd understand... But apparently... You're too much of an ignorant to understand me... To understand the position I'm in!" I yell at him. The I turn around and leave a stun Draco.

Endless tears are streaming down my cheeks, as I continue to walk towards the Gryffindor house, ignoring all the looks from other student. I don't care about them at all.

Why do we always have to end like this? Every freakin' time! Can't we just have a peaceful relationship with each other... Without a stupid arguments that let us to break ups! This is all so frustrating!

I finally reach the Gryffindor house. The lady in the portrait just lets me in without asking for a password. Well... At least someone understand the pain I'm going through.

I make my way to my room and flop myself on my bed. I start to cry harder, curling myself into a ball. Letting myself drown in the pool of sadness and pain. I continue to cry until I got tired and fall asleep.

*to be continued*