I'm a Potter (Draco Malfoy X Reader)

Chapter 34

Previously on Chapter 33

I make my way to my room and flop myself on my bed. I start to cry harder, curling myself into a ball. Letting myself drown in the pool of sadness and pain. I continue to cry until I got tired and fall asleep.

-Our Path Didn't Cross-

Y/N P.O.V

It's been a week. Draco and I didn't see each other, not even once. None of us makes the first attempt to talk either, we just simply ignore each other.

Is this how things going to go now? Is this how my life would go? Without Draco... Without the man I love.

I try to continue with my daily activity. Going to classes... Hang out with my brother and friends. But I can't keep my head on it. My mind would just start to wonder around, but mostly they stop when I start thinking about Draco.

All my life, I've never know what love is... Until I met him... But in the end, it didn't work out at all. We keep going on and off. It's always going like that.

It's time for lunch, so everyone is in the dining hall. I just sit there, not touching my food at all. "You okay, Y/N?" My Brother asks. I turn to him and look back down. Seeing this, he most likely knows that I probably didn't want to talk right now... So he didn't talk anything further.

As I just sit there, a lot of owls flies in. Each drop a daily prophet. I grab one in front of me. Then I read the first thing that caught my eyes. "Lord Voldemort has returns... Everyone shall be careful" it said in a bold writing. Everyone starts to go on panic mode, but I just sit there and do nothing. My Brother and I knew this all along... We have tried countless times to tell them about it, but they just think we're crazy. Now they know.... They can't deny it anymore.

Then I feel someone standing behind me. I turn around to see the least person I want to see at the moment. I sigh and get up to leave. But he grabs my hand and starts pulling me along with him. "What the? Let go of me!" I said. "Are you deaf, Malfoy! I said let go!" I yelled.

He stops in the garden. He turns around to look at me. He take a step forward to me. I take a step back away from him. He frowns, but he didn't take another step. He sighs and looks at me. "You're right Y/N... He's back... I-I'm so s-sorry I'm such an idiot... You've told me about it before... But I didn't trust you..." He said. I know where this is going.

I simply shake my head. "Stop... Draco..." I said. He looks at me confused. I blink back the tears that threatens to spill from my eyes. I can't be weak... Not right now. I look at him in the eyes. "Draco... This had been going on for countless of times.... We fight... We break up... Then we made up... It's just a repetition cycle. I'm of all this... I really am. Maybe all of this happened because... We're not meant to be..." I said. He shakes his head, trying to hold my hand. But I back away from him.

I close my eyes. "We should stop seeing each other..." I said, opening my eyes to look at him. His eyes widened, he shakes his head. "N-no... P-Please... Don't say t-that... Y-Y/N... Don't l-leave m-me" He pleaded. "This is how things supposed to be, Draco! Our path didn't cross... It never did! We always go separate ways... You have your ways... And I have mine..." I stopped and fight back the tears. "The best thing to do is... To never see each other ever again... This is the end. Goodbye... Draco" I said. Tears finally begin to stream down my cheeks. I quickly turn around and run away, ignoring his yell of pleads for me to stay.

I continue to run until I reach Gryffindor house. I come to a stop and stand in front of the portrait. I pant and try to even out my breathing. "P-Petuna.... Major..." I said. She looks at me concern. "Are you okay, my dear?" She asks. I just nod my head. She didn't say anything, and just lets me in.

I enter the room, then to the common room. I was about to head to the girl's dorm. But stop when someone call out for me. I turn around to see my Brother, Ron and Hermione.

Hermione walks over to me. She places her hand on my shoulders. "Why are you crying?" She asks. I just starts to cry harder. She pulls me into a hug. Then she pulls away and start guiding me to the couch.

She sits me down and take a seat next to me. My Brother take a seat on the other side. "Y/N..." He said. I stayed silent as I lean my head on his shoulder and continue to cry. He place his hand on my head, caressing it softly.

Soon I start to calm down. He pulls away and look at me. "Can you tell me why you cry, Y/N?" He asks me. "D-Draco... He came to me... He apologies again..." I said. He stayed silent as he waits for me to continue. "He wants me to give him another chance..." I continue. He continue to look at me, waiting for me to say something. But I didn't. "And?" He asks.

I turn to look at him. "I-I'm tired, Harry... I-It's always b-been like this... W-We break up a-and make up... I-It continues on like that... And I'm sick of it..." I said as more tears begin to stream down. He sighs and pull me in for another hug.

I continue to cry. Hermione starts rubbing my back as Harry caress my head. I got exhausted from all the running and crying, so I just close my eyes and give in to my exhaustion. I slowly drift of to sleep.

*to be continued*