Psychotic

Chapter 5

It's incredible how weak we are.

How quickly our feelings can change, in fractions of seconds.

Feel everything and then stop feeling at all.

Born alive, bloom then die, like if our life meant nothing leaving pain or simply memories behind.

Danny was just one year older than me, he had a prosperous future, and he was so kind hearted.

Why would someone even glare at him...

But now he is just a memory, a thought, a corpse... a incessant pain and sadness occupying my body.

I sighed snapping myself out of my so depressed mood.

It didn't took me a lot of time to get myself ready. I wasn't at my best and obviously my appearance wasn't something i was really into at the time after the bad news.

Make up, hair, clothes, do they really matter? Danny died.

Fuck i can't keep myself away from these thoughts.

*Ding*

The sudden bell of the door ringing made me jump increasing my breathing.

"Im going" I raised my voice to inform my father eventhought i knew he wouldn't even move a muscle.

I Opened the door slightly just to leave a gap to show my head.

The big sunglasses blinded me for a second due to the intense reflection of the sun on them to my eyes.

"Justin?" I questioned stupidly since it was pretty obvious that it was him, well from what i can remember since he was wearing the massive sunglasses and a funny purple rounded hat that seemed to be the new trend.

He flashed a shy smile digging his hand into the pockets of his black long leather pants.

"Hey..." He shyly spoke biting on his bottom lip.

I stared at his uncovered arms where many tattoos pictured both arms again contrasting his shy personality with his so tough body.

How can someone be so handsome looking and cute at the same time?

"Hmm... Are you coming" He broke the silence.

I probably looked like a fool whilst looking at him...

I nodded vividly trying to make things more comfortable for both.

He flashed a weak smile gesturing me to pass by him. I returned the smile walking side by side with him.

My jaw dropped seconds later when i noticed the car right infront of my house.

Im not really into cars so i don't know much about them but believe me, that crimson red Lamborgini looked everything but cheap.

"Are you coming in?" Justin spoke opening the co-pilot seat.

I nodded weakly smiling to his kind gesture as i sat making myself comfortable.

That car was beyond amazing. Not only it attracted my eyes but also the nice scent it gave and the comfortable leather seats made the car even more amusing on the inside.

Finally Justin started the car producing an intimidating roar from the deepest of the motor.

In fractions of seconds he step on the pedal making the car move fast through the web of streets of the city maneuvering with grace.

I stared at his strong hands holding onto the steering wheel before turning to the window. Hundreds of people making their daily routines to work or school.

"So how are you?" A deep voice broke the dense silence between us.

I turned to Justin's position once again. His eyes still on the road.

"Im trying to... calm down, Why would someone so negligible and monstrous harm Danny? He was just around my age" I tried not to break keeping my tone biting on my bottom lip to hold the tears that I was already feeling pinching the back of my eye.

"Yeah... monstrous" Justin repeated clenching his jaw.

It looked like if he was nervous, yet again I remembered his shy personality.

"What if Danny did something really bad?" He questioned making me to gaze him.

Danny committing something wrong? It sounds stupid and funny, he has always been a nice person, even after those years I highly doubt such a radical change on him to do wrong.

"Danny? No... he was a really good boy, smart, and good looking" I smiled faintly gazing my lap.

Suddenly the car stopped abruptly, making the kinetic energy to push me forward harshly. Thankfully the seatbelt stopped me from flying over the front window.

"Do you love him?" A sharp voice cut through the tension.

I gazed to Justin, but just as if he was a stranger. His chocolate eyes were no longer brown but saturated into a dark mat crystalline orbits injected in blood.

His dried lips pressed into a thin line. It felt like he was almost glaring at me.

"What?" I whispered kind of scared shuddering on my seat.

"I asked you if you love him" His voice went even deeper adding more pressure to the steering wheel as he stayed still like a statue, his eyes hunting mines.

"N-no i just miss him, he was my friend" I bit on my bottom lip again tucking a string of hair behind my right ear.

He narrowed his eyes sighing clenching and relaxing his jaw before take the key of the car out of the lock.

"We are here" He informed going back to his normal tone.

What was that for?

My thoughts dissipated as i realised the immense leafy green park raising infront of me.

"Do you like it?" Justin asked going back to his innocent voice.