Psychotic

Chapter 24

That certain smell was like a stimulant inside my head which made thousands of memories to hit me back.

All of them were moments in which my dad came back home from drinking and i had to help him to settle down risking being hit by him, which happened many times.

There was an awkward silence, I didn't know what to say or do. I wanted to start my plan but if he was drunk that was a total pull back and also that made him ten times more dangerous.

I took the risk, just like i always did with my dad.

My mind was away but my legs were walking towards him.

Finally i was just a few centimetres away from him.

He had his eyes closed but I knew he was still awake. I sighed before taking a deep breath.

Slowly i put my legs at each side of him and I helped my body to balance doing the same with my arms.

Our faces were closer and just a few centimetres away from each other.

He opened his sweet caramel eyes locking them into my eyes.

"What are you doing?" He spoke in a deep husky voice which sent shivers down my spine.

His warm alcoholic breath reached my face making me smell that so known scent and flashing more memories through my head.

It was the time, there were only two choices, and I only had one second to choose one.

Am I really doing this?

If I want to escape, Ill have to sacrifice something...

I lowered my head as my lips brushed against his sweet ones.

He widened his eyes as I pressed mines tight together.

I got him out of guard but it didn't take him time to kiss me back. His lips tasted just like whatever drink he had before but also a nice taste, his taste.

His lips felt good, they were warm and so, kissable.

Am I crazy if I say that I'm enjoying it?

He wrapped his arms around my body and finally I let myself fall on top of his body.

I felt something wet touching the division between my lips, his tongue. He was asking me for entrance.

I opened my mouth hesitatingly.

His wet tongue quickly made its way inside my mouth winning the fight for dominance. He searched for my tongue and finding it they played energetically.

It felt so bad yet so good.

His hand travelled up holding my head like if he didn't want this moment to end.

I placed my hand on the side of his perfectly defined face and I started to stroke it with my thumb unconsciously.

"Im sorry" He spoke softly between pecks.

I saw his lips curving a little up showing up a smile.

I parted the kiss although he pleaded not to.

"Justin, why did you do it, why did you leave?" I asked him resting my hands on his tough muscular defined chest.

He looked at me as he played with the ends of a strand of hair which was hanging.

"I dont know, sometimes i do things that I'm not fully aware of, sometimes things just get too much to me..." He looked away as he said it and for a second i felt bad.

It was more than clear that he had anger issues but I couldn't bring myself out of that feeling he was giving me.

"But it doesn't matter because I have you now" He spoke cheerfully as he embraced me into a bone-crashing yet delicate hug.

After a few seconds in which I felt his muscular arms around my body he released me a little just to move my face to his direction.

"I love you, and I was waiting for this moment months" He sweetly yet strange he said before pecking my lips.

I faked a smile trying to cope with the fact that Justin actually claimed that he loved me even before knowing me.

He had a problem, a very serious problem.

After we got off the couch he suggested to do something.

I pleaded to him to take me out just to see the zone that we were in and also because of the fact that I have spent almost the whole day inside this place.

Doubtingly he accepted, under the conditions of keeping my mouth shut and not trying to escape.

I had a quick shower and I stepped out of the bathroom as I wrapped a towel around my body.

Opening the bag full of clothes that Justin bought for me I had a look through all of the things.

He was a boy but his choice in women clothing was amazing, there was no dress, shorts or shirts that I didn't like.

I checked the price tags and my jaw dropped.
How did he afforded this quantity of money?

To be honest I don't even know his job, does he even work?

I shrug those thoughts off and I picked a short tight red dress which was provocative.

I slipped into it after throwing the towel to the floor.

It fitted perfectly. It remarked my curves and it reached down to my mid-thigh which i found ok.
Some cleavage was also visible but my aim was to make him forget about any other thing, right?

I dried my hair a little and pinned my bangs back.

I cursed myself of not wearing any make up, even if it was just a little of foundation and mascara.

I exited Justin's room, which he lent me to change and made my way to the living room.

He was waiting with his hands dug inside his pocket.

He gazed up to my my position as I walked towards him.

"Woah angel you look gorgeous!" He exclaimed as he wrapped his arms around my waist, resting his hands at my ass.

I winked teasingly. "I thought you would like this dress" I added.

He smirked before pressing his lips against mines.

I didn't want to kiss him, but I did at the same time.

Its weird to explain, he makes me feel safe but also he scares me.

"Lets start going" I breathed between kisses.

He smashed his lips onto mines strongly one last time before moving away towards the door.