Sink ▸ Chris Evans

FORTY-FIVE

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january 7, 2017

honey 🍯
cole, you okay? you've been a little quiet this past week

tulip 🌷
I'm okay, I promise. I'm just thinking over my conversation with charlie on new year's

honey 🍯
can you believe he and ruby are dating? what a crazy turn of events

tulip 🌷
I know. I hope they'll be happy together. they deserve it

honey 🍯
they really do. but what's bothering you, cole? you know you can tell me

tulip 🌷
don't tell anyone because I don't think they want the secret getting out but ruby's pregnant

honey 🍯
no shit?

tulip 🌷
nope. charlie called and was so excited. he's going with her to appointments and the baby is the size of a raspberry and... I just feel jealous? and I feel stupid for feeling jealous

honey 🍯
you aren't stupid, cole

tulip 🌷
above everything else, I've always wanted to be a mom. and I just wanted my baby. and in my heart I know ruby's pregnancy will go fine and charlie will be a dad at the end of this and I'll still be the pathetic ex-wife who did something wrong to ruin the pregnancy

honey 🍯
cole, stop that. you know taylor wasn't your fault. you couldn't have predicted that

tulip 🌷
I know, I'm just sad. for no good reason. just sad

honey 🍯
don't be sad. what do you say to a date night tonight? we can go out or stay in. whatever you want to do

tulip 🌷
can we make it tomorrow? I still want to wallow a little. I know it's stupid but I'll take today and be fine tomorrow, I promise

honey 🍯
whatever you need. hey cole?

tulip 🌷
I love you too, dork

honey 🍯
no fair, you're supposed to let me say it first

tulip 🌷
gotta be quicker than that, evans. and if you make a pietro maximoff joke I'll actually kill you

honey 🍯
I wasn't going to

tulip🌷 is typing

honey 🍯
okay maybe I was

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