Ezrasel (COMPLETED)

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I still remember how my mom smiles. How she laughs was the prettiest thing in the world. The way she takes care of me, it may be seldomly because she and dad are busy with work but I can feel that she loves me.

After I left Polry, I went to get what mom said on my dream. I dug the box we hid under the backyard of our house. It was true, I found the last will. It says that every properties and wealth of my family will be taken care of Tito Louisse. My parents knew their lives are in danger that day. They found out the syndicate's plan on killing them by placing a bomb on my parents car. Unfortunately, they managed to disarm it. When the syndicate knew they failed. Instead of their bomb plan they ambushed my family and killed them. I fucking hate them, I want them to rot in hell.

"Are you cold?", a baritone voice asked me. He took his coat off and wore it on me.

We're here on my parents grave. He was so pursuasive on coming that's why I was left with no choice but to come with him.

"I hate you", I said still staring on my parents grave.

"Railey.. I'm sorry. It was to protect you. Your parents trusted me on you. I don't want to dismay them and destroy their last wish. ", he said while looking at me.

I just don't understand. Why is it only me to protect. They're my family too, I also want to protect them. I want to be there in times of problems. I want to be their strength. Not in some far province hiding me to protect from the bad people.

Sadly, I badly want to protect them but in the end I didn't even do anything.

"I hate you. I hate you . I hate--", sobs are visible in my voice. I keep saying that to him at the same time punching him on his chest.

But I stopped midway when he pulled me closer to him enough to make our nose touch while staring at each other. He used his warm bare hands to wipe my fresh tears. In a swift move his soft lips landed on mine. I felt like thousands of thunderbolts hitting my heart. I was left stunned and unable to move.

"Baby.. Don't say that please", he begged.

"U-Um.."

"I'm sorry but don't say that again. Baby, you make me whole everyday but you also make me break in any way too. I'm sorry..", he said in tone full of desperation.

This man really has a great effect on me. I've changed my life I became a matured woman. I changed myself. But one thing that hasn't change for the past three years was my feeling for him. The more he was away from me that more it gets stronger because of missing him. Every hour. Everyday.

"Don't you know how hard it is to mourn alone? I locked myself in my room because I felt like I don't want anyone to talk to me but actually I do. I was lonely and you weren't there. I know I left you but I thought you'll come and chase me and that's where I was wrong. I can have anything in the world Rix but I can't have you", I said crying so hard while resting my head on his hard chest and his arms wrapping in my waist.

" Baby, say that three words then I'm all yours", he said

"Rix, I love you. In these past three years my love for you hasn't changed a bit but it just makes it stronger. I love you so freaking much", I said and hugged him tight.

He chuckled and carried me bridal style. " I love you, too. So freaking much baby"