Ezrasel (COMPLETED)

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Sometimes you can't let go of what's making you sad. Because it was the only thing that made you happy. But for me leaving him was the choice I chose for the best not just for myself.

It was almost three years since the day I left Polry. It was after Rix told me the truth. All along I was having fun while my family are suffering.

They were protecting me from a syndicate that's why they left me with Vanrix. My conscience is too much when the time I knew that they're life here in the mansion were in danger. I couldn't even save the person who sacrificed himself just to protect me. The person whom I hated the most. Tito Louisse. My saviour.

Today was his 2nd Death Anniversary. I'm visiting him here in the cemetery alone. I feel cold and I can feel too that he's hugging me.

Tito Louisse forced me to give him the power to take care of the company. I thought it was mere selfishness. I thought he was after our money. It was because the syndicate was planning to destroy everything my family has. Including our wealth and including me.

The memory of Tito Louisse kneeling down and begging to kill him instead of me always makes me cry. It was too late, he was shot dead before the police arrived. I didn't even do anything, all I did was stand there and cry. I regretted it. So fucking much.

There's another person whom I want to visit. She was my second mother, teacher and my hero. Tita Mely.

Both of them died because of me. They protected me in exchange of their lives. Few years ago, I was suffering from deep depression and anxiety. I just locked myself in my room everyday. I was hopeless. No one to talk, laugh and bond.

But I changed. Its useless anyway to do stupid things when they aren't coming back. I loved them but I just can't stop blaming myself.

"Miss Ezrasel the papers of the medical record of our new applicants are needed to be approved by the head doctor. Unfortunately, your secretary is unable to do it and I ,too,have to attend the meeting you assigned me yesterday. What should I do?", the company manager explained.

"I'll do it. I've finished all my work yesterday, anyway. Just put it on the front desk in the underground", I said.

"Understood, Ma'am", she said respectedly.

Ever since Tito Louisee died I was assigned as the new CEO of Ezrasel Estate Company. I've been busy with work this past years so I haven't been able to enjoy life like others do. But I'm fine with it. I enjoyed my work. I actully chose Business Ad and graduated with honors. 

"Good day,Madame Ezrasel", the hospital clerk greeted me.

"May I know where is the office of this hospital's head doctor? I need him to approve these medical records", I said.

"Oh! Yes Madame. It's in the sixth floor there's only one room there and a single counter outside. Just ask the assigned clerk there Madame", she uttered.

I went to the elevator and pressed the sixth floor of the hospital. I arrived and saw a single counter just infront of the elevator and a double door room behind it.

"Good Morning, I need to see the head doctor. I have to--", I stopped midway when I saw a man just came out on that double door. I never saw him in a very long time. He's manly.feature became more manly. His broad shoulder, fitted white polo folded until his elbow. He looks dashing, like a professional model.

"Good Morning, Doctor Dinson", the girl clerk said while blushing. Its visible in his face that he likes this man.

I diverted my attention on the nearest plant. How stupid I am. I can see in my peripheral vision that he's staring at me intently.
But this is work I had to act professional not in some high school girl who wants attention for her crush.

"U-Um, Good Day, Doctor Van-- I mean Doctor Dinson. I need you to approve these medical records", I said bravely and professionaly.

"Uh-huh", he's still staring at me with his piercing eyes. It's like a dagger that I can't take long to look.

He chuckled, "It's nice to see you again ,Railey"