the day everything changed ( one direction )

part 16

It has been 3 years sins I last saw one direction .

To say im changed is an understatement .

My entire time is devoted into work , work and work.

My looks are changed to.

My hair is still long until my but.

The pink tips are out of it by now .

And I wear skirts and dresses.

Taylor is still living with me in or parents house.

Ruya is busy with her garage that is running very good .

She has 3 now.

Currently I am sitting in bed not able to sleep.

This is a problem I have for 6 months now.

Im tired  but not capable of sleeping.

God knows why.

Im listening to ed sheeran , afire love.

Things were all good yesterday

And then the devil took your memory

And if you fell to your death today

I hope that heaven is your resting place

I heard the doctors put your chest in pain

But then that could have been the medicine

And now you’re lying in the bed again

Either way I’ll cry with the rest of them.

I look at the alarm on my desk , 8 am.

Shuffling out of bed I walk to the bathroom .

Looking like a mess again I decide to take a shower.

The always staying bags under my eyes are darker today.

I take a quick shower and do everything I need to do .

Ad make up , do my hair and dress up.

Somethimes I feel like a doll.

As I walk down the stairs I see taylor .

“ tay?” I ask .

He looks up at me .

“ hi baby sis , they need you at the office today “ he smiles.

Like the last 2 years he looks at me with worry in his eyes.

I smile and walk to the kitchen .

After a quick breakfast I am on the way to the office .

Normaly today was my day off.

So I don’t see why they need me.

I greet temma as I walk in .

She is already waiting for me in the lobby.

“ you have a urgent meeting in conference room 2” she smiles.

I nod and walk up to conference room 2.

As I open the door I see the man who is part of the reason I changed.

“ good day miss smith “ simon cowell says.

Yes its his fault two cause if he didn’t demand I helped those boys I would have never changed.

I nod in his direction and take a seat.

I grab my laptop from my bag and set it up.

“ why did you need to see me ?” I question glancing up.

“ ah about that “ simon smiles folding his hands under his chin.

“ once again the boys need you and we , I toughed it would be good to get you again”.

I look at him with my mouth open , he has got to be kidding me?