The Life Of A Muslim Girl{Completed}

Chapter 4

Alisha's POV

I wake up an hour before Maghrib salah. There was a note on the fridge. It's from my mom. It says that they went for buying some groceries. I wonder what zayn would be doing.

ZAYN..... no Alisha don't think of him.  He is not worth it. But it's not so easy to forget him. He is my first love, and everyone knows it's hard to forget someone you really love, especially if it's the first love. I love him. I miss him. I need him.

"Zayn why? Why did you do it?" Tears trickle down my face.

"Come back please. I love you, please, this isn't funny" I cried and cried.  It feels good to cry and let all the pain out. Why did he do this to me? Why did he hurt me? Why did he break my heart? Why doesn't he love me? If he didn't love me why did he had to have a relationship? Was this all a game to him? Does he see me like a toy so he can play with whenever he gets bored? Did I entertain him or something? He played with my feelings. I'll never ever forgive you Zayn, never ever. I pray that you never find true love.  You hurted me so badly and for that I wish you never be happy in your life, though you get everything, but you'll never get happiness or love.I literally cried a river. I wipe my tears and go to the toilet to wash my face. Dark circles formed under my eyes and when I touched it, it was puffy. I quickly washed my face.

My family was about to come. I rushed to my bedroom and applied face powder to cover the dark circles. Wow, I never thought I would cry for a guy,  I really never thought.

It was time for Maghrib salah.  I did wadhu and prayed. After praying I always feel relaxed. I read Quran to get more relaxed. I always feel relaxed after Praying and reading Quran. It feels like as if all my worries and tensions have disappeared. And it's only me and Allah. After reading Quran I prayed to Allah that my worries would go away. And I have a good future with my husband. And hope that he will truly love me. "Ameen" I say as I finish.

Just then my family comes home. It feels good to have the people who can make you laugh.

My sister and brothers are the best. They always make me laugh.

"Stop!!! I can't breathe" I say in between my laughs. Soha is telling me about how Yusuf tripped over a basket. And I just can't stop laughing.

"Please.... ahahaha.... stop!!!" I say while holding my stomach.

"Oh cmon! That's enough" Yusuf says annoyed.

"Aww little yusi is getting angry. .... oooooo" Soha says annoying Yusuf even more.

"You're so annoying" Yusuf says crossing his arms. And I laugh even harder.

"Okay okay, it's getting late. Lets just sleep. I have work tomorrow. " They nod in agreement.

"Ohh Soha how's your studies going?" I ask her. She's in college. Her exams are going to start soon.

"They are going good Alhamdullilah. " She says smiling.

"After college what will u study?" I ask her. I already know she'll study medical but I like to annoy her.

"I'll study medical ofcourse. How many times will you ask me the same question??" She says annoyed.

"Ahahahahahahahaha I'm just messing with you DUH" I say. We say our good nights and go to sleep.

I wake up at the sound of my alaram. I groan and shut it off not wanting to leave my so comfy bed, but i had to wake up so i went to the toilet. I looked at the time it was 6 am, huh woke up early today. I took a relaxing hot shower. I looked at my cuts, they were healing. I sighed looking at them, and realized that I have made a horrible mistake. These scars will remind me of him.... and what if my parents see them.

"Ugghh what have I done!" I mumble under my breath.

I need to live in my own place. I regret everything. I wish I can go back in time and change everything. But no, I can just imagine but it'll never happen.

I had pancakes, egg and sausages for breakfast. Hey, a girl needs her proper breakfast. I drank fresh orange juice with it. After my wonderful breakfast, I checked the time it was 7:00 am. So I went to get ready for work.

I wore my black abaya with purple hijab. I applied eye-liner and mascara, amd a pink lip gloss. I wore black flats with a purple bow at the centre. By the time I got ready I checked the time it was 7:40 am. My mom woke up too. So I talked with her for five minutes. She gave me a grocery list, she told me to buy them on my way home.

I said my salam and went.

I reached at the hospital at the same time 8 am. And got busy with the patients as always.

I got free from work at 3 pm like always, so I went to buy the grocery my mom said me to. I went to the mall. I needed scarf too.

I went to the milk area. Until someone patted my shoulder.

"Alisha?" That voice. I turned around and gasped.

"Za.......Zayn?"

A/N: Salam/ Hey. How are you all?

How is the story!!!!

I got a few reads alhamdullilah,  but can I atleast get a comment about if the story is nice or not, so I can if I should continue it. Because I really don't know if you like it :\

Anyways hope you are enjoying the story.

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Love to all♡