The Life Of A Muslim Girl{Completed}

Chapter 3

Alisha's POV.

That's it I couldn't take it anymore.

I logged out and went to my room and cried.

Good thing it's night everyone is asleep.

I cried alot.

All the parts of me believed that that we could be together forever,  but when he said those five words, those five words that still hurts, I'm breaking up with you, crumbled and killed every piece of me.

I had faith in us.

But my heart is broken down into tiny bits of pieces.

He was my first and only kiss. I mean I kissed him on the cheek. I never did that to anyone. I just loved him so much. His black messy hair. His dark brown eyes. His soft pink lips. I loved everything about him. I thought it would be just him and me together forever. But no I was wrong.  He didn't me love after all.

I wipe the tears that are endlessly falling down my face and go to the toilet.

When I look at myself, my eyes were all red and puffy.

I washed my face but it didn't work.

Instead I just went and slept.

I couldn't sleep.

I cried again.

I couldn't take it anymore.

Instead I got a blade and made a cut to release some of the pain.

It works.

I kept cutting.

I got alot of cuts.

I feel alot better. Now I promise myself that I'll never fall in love ever agian.

I look at the time and it's 3am. Gosh I need to sleep I have work tomorrow.

Yup I'm a doctor I didn't clearly mention it. I'm looking forward to tomorrow atleast that help me to avoid him.

And after that I'll go to my Samreen's house. She's my best friend. I really need her. I wish I could just hug her until all my pain is gone.

I felt my eyes getting heavy and fell asleep.

NEXT MORNING

I wake at the light of the sun hitting my face.

I look at ths time and it was 7:30. Ohhh shit! I have to get ready for work. I quickly get up and rush to the washroom to take a quick shower.

I dressed into my long black abaya and wore a pink hijab. I applied eye-liner some mascara and a light pink lip gloss. I looked pretty good.

I ate breakfast my mom made for me. I didn't have much time to talk with my mother. I said my salam and headed to the car. When I was in my car it was 7:45. Well the drive is 15 minutes and my work starts at 8am. So I guess the time is enough.

I reach there on time and I get busy with all the patients.

I do it for the sake of Allah. I love helping people.

I finish my work at 3:00 pm and head to Samreen's house. I already prayed zuhar at the hospital in prayer room. Her house is 20 minutes drive. So I immediately go to her house.

I knock at her door. Her mother opens the door.

"Asalamualikum" I say to her mother.

"Walaykumusalam" She says.

"How are you?" I ask with a smile.

"I'm fine alhamdullilah"

"Is Samreen home?"

"Yes. She's in her room"

"Okay" I say with a smile and rush towards her bedroom. I dont bother to knock or anything I just open the door and hug her tight.

"Hey are you alright? What's wrong?"

"He broke up with me" I sob still hugging her. She rubs my back comforting me. It feels so good to hug her. I'm  so glad that I have her in my life. I have no idea what I would do without her.

She pulls away from the hug.

"It's alright.  He's not worth your time or tears. I told you love only come after marrige so there is no need for a relationship. Marriage completes half of our deen. Marriage is sunnah. One day you have to get married. So if you just wait till your marrige you will find true love In shaa Allah (if Allah wills)."

Well that makes alot sense. I just have to wait until I get married.

"Thanks samr it helps alot" Her eyes go down to my hand and her eyes widen as she see my cuts.

OMG! Why did she had to see? Now she will give me an earful.

"ALISHA ZAFFAR WHAT THE HECK IS THAT?!?!?? YOU CUT?!? HOW COULD YOU?!? HE IS THE REASON!!! I M GONNA KILL THAT JERK RIGHT NOW!!!!" And as she finishes she gets up and rushes towards the door. I grab her by her arm and pull her to the room and lock the door.

"ARE YOU CRAZY OR WHAT???!! Just calm down. Leave that jerk alone." She calms down and sit in the bed.

"Okay. But promise me you'll never ever and I mean ever do that again"

"I promise I'll never ever do it"

"Never in a million years??"

"Never in a million years" I say with a smile.

We said our goodbyes and I head  home.

"Asalamualikum" I said  to my family.

"How was your day honey?" my mom asked.

"It was fine alhamdullilah. I'm hungry anything to eat?"

"Yes. I made pasta so you can eat it and rest okay".

"Yes mama" I call her mama instead of mom or mother.

After eating I prayed Asr salah and went to sleep.

A/N: Asalamualikum.  How are you all? :)

Hope you like this chapter.

It's small I know. I always write small chapters.  But in shaa Allah I promise I'll try hard.

It's my first time writing a story :)

Ohh I forgot to tell I changed the age of Alisha. It's 20 instead of 14. And I also changed the ages of her siblings. :-)

Anyways byee... :)

Love to all