The Life Of A Muslim Girl{Completed}

Chapter 5.

Alisha's POV.

He was there, right in front of me. The man I love.The man of my dreams. I froze, my heart beat was racing. I feel like I haven't seen him in ages. Wait.... what am I saying. I don't like him. I started walking away, but he grabbed my arm and looked at me in the eyes. His dark brown eyes piercing into mine. I loved his eyes so much.

"Where are you going?" He asked me... and a little hurt?

"Far away from you thats for sure" I say through gritted teeth.... though it hurts.

"I miss you" Zayn says looking directly inthe eyes. Everything forze, the time, me, I froze, my heart froze. I miss you those words kept replying in my mind. What. . how... why? I mean he broke up with me. Why would he miss me? He don't love me. Samreen I need you here.

"Thank you very much but you don't need to miss me." I say with no emotion on my face.

"I need to talk-"

"There's nothing to talk about" I cut him off.

"Please I beg you. Just here me out" He begs.

"Fine" I sigh. He takes a deep breath. He looks nervous, he looks at me in the eyes.

"I love you. I thought I can just have a relationship with you and break up like I always do. I took interest in this new girl in school. She was beautiful. But then I realized that she was nothing compared to you. I missed you so damn much. Whatever I would do everything reminds me of you. I can't imagine my life without you. You comfort me in a way that nobody can. I really need you. Heck yes i have been a jerk, but I really truly, deeply love you. And I would do anything to get you back. Please just give me a chance." He finishes. And I remain there in silence. Processing each word he said. Did he mean it? or he's just playing again. But I can see in his eyes that he meant each and every word he said. But no... he has done this before too. Yes, he did it. Now I will not give him this chance. He looked down, a frown on his face.

"Look, you have done this the third time. And people deserve chances-" I looked at him, his eyes lighten at the sentence. "but not for the same damn mistake. So I'm not going to give you another chance. You hurt me in a very bad way. You can go and play with other girls. And for the record even if I believe you I can't forgive you." I blink away the tears. He looked.... hurt? I want to believe him but I can't. To be honest, I want to say that I love him more than breathing, but i can't.

"Let me prove that I love you,  please give me a chance. I'll do anything Alisha anything." He says with full hope in his eyes.

"I trusted you with every fibre in my being. I depended on you. I loved you. And you have been using me the whole time. Do you have any idea how that makes me feel?" I finish,  he was looking at the ground, and was hurt.

"I have to go bye" I say, and he still keeps to continue his stare at the ground.

When I get to my car I didn't cry as I assumed to. I just sat there and stared out of the window. He came here, I had not hoped to see him. Well it did help me to move on and really see what a jerk he is. Atleast I can move on from this disastrous time in my life. I checked the time and it was nearly 5. I started the car and headed to home. I open the door and my mom was there with an angry look on her face.