Euphoria

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June 4 2018
Euphoria

I came home from my "new school", which is quite, new environment for me, because my mom told me

" make new friends, have a new friends, better than to your old school".

So I just agree for what she said. I don't know, my dad told me,

"you should look, that you came from, private school, show them that you came from a private school, you came from an international school. Ok!"

So I just agree on them, but when I realise, I was in the real world, seeing this kind of world, makes me frown, my old friends told me,

" make people happy, like you make us happy"

I said to my mind "I can't do that", "Why not?", welp I don't know the reason yet.

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June 5 2018
Euphoria

I came home from school, I directly go to my bedroom, and I was tearing up, I have no idea I told myself,

"my goodness why are you crying, you are tough, or am I"

I don't know the reason why, I am crying. Before I go downstairs, I freshen up, so that they would not notice my tears falling down, I put powder and slap my face, and before I go down, I looked at the light and then I said.

" I wish, this was just a dream"

I go downstairs, get my pillow, and I directly go to a dark room, which is my habit when I am sad, that my mother always noticed it when I am sad. So she asked,

"Are you crying?"

So I said "No" even if I cried alone upstairs, and she touched my both cheeks, and I smiled to her, and I said "See, I did'nt cry", I ran to the sala, and I played games on my phone, and my mom was looking woried over me, when we were eating dinner, I was tearing up again, I bite my lips, and said to my mind "Oh shit! Don't cry", I get the sauce for my food, and when I was about to go back, my sister said,

"Men, are you crying?" She said

I just nodded, No. But my mom said "Let it out, I know you were crying"
I sat down on my seat, and cried, and cried, and told the reason even though I don't know the reason, I said,

"I miss my old time, and I think I was pressuring myself"

My mom understands me, she just said "it's ok you'll get used to it", and I said, "and it feels like, I don't enjoy my school, but I am trying to enjoy it, and it feels like, the time is so slow, and that means, I don't enjoy my school" I said that while sobbing, my mom patted me in the back, and then she said,

" don't worry, you will enjoy it"

I just smiled and eat my dinner, but the real thing is, I miss my friends.
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A/N:
Hi dear readers! I am starting to apologise if my grammar, is so wrong, until now while writing this "author's note", So I hope you would, like my story💖💖