Euphoria

7

June 17 2018
This time it was sunday it was father's day, we go to the church, and there was an unexpected person I saw it was my friend, Aw, I was so happy when I saw her, but unfortunately I did'nt see my best friend, I was expecting her to see her too today. So when we are about to approach the priest, I directly go to her and her sisters, and hugged her tightly, I was so happy, her sisters misses me also because I also gave them the memory of being happy, because they were serving the church already they are reading what is told in the bible, I was so proud of them, like I was the parent,*laughs. I told them "You had a great job, You red great in front of the people", I was so happy, I stroke the hair of her sisters and her. I rold myself.

I wish we see each other everyday.
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June 18 2018
Last night I was asking, when will I accpet that I am here, without my friends.
I came home from my school today, I was indeed happy again, but it was'nt enough I can't accept I am here. My mom was blaming again the cellphone for not focusing on studies, I did my best, I tried my best, but all she wanted is to take away all of my happiness, she took away my happiness, my happiness of having young, wild and free friends, we are reckless, but no it's all gone, and now she will take away the line between with my friends, the cellphone. I can't take this anymore, I want to see my friends, I want them back, but you see I can't, I want to cry but I can't. I felt the tear fell down my face, I have no idea, I chatted my best friend they told me, also my teachers misses me. I miss them so much.

Where is my happiness?
It is not enough