Euphoria

14

Whole july
When will this miserable life end. This july I have encountered so many problem that is very hard to fix. Changing peoples mind that is very wrong of what they've known a rumor from me. Being a teacher's pet that is very hard to understand for me. Saying sorry to the teacher I missed the subject because of the History teacher who made me as a teacher's pet. Oh come on how would I be a normal person. I am not me at all. I am not who my best friend thinks me. I am not that at all. What are you trying to do to me?. Brainwash?. I will never ever leave my best friend in my old school. Until now I will never ever leave my old school. Even my old school did'nt give me much of knowledge. But it gave me friends, it gave me a real sisiters, who protected and never left me behind from the tragedies that happened to me. I know I have new friends, but I will never leave them, my old friends. Like I've been telling they gave me true happiness, true laughter, true sisters. The last time I saw them, is that we went to mcdo to have a lunch and we really have fun, like we don't want to let go each others hand when we were going home. I also became sad when I came home. I wanted to see them again. No one in my classroom would make me happy, even it make me slap someone else, even if it is sadistic, none of them would make me happy. I want to be the old me, wild, noisy, free, young, saying such inappropriate words😁😋, with my friends, I feel so high. So I really wished that I have no problems at all I am carefree always.

I want my life back.