Euphoria

9

June 21 2018
I feel like I was depressed on what I have don today, I wish I never do that, I was so guilty that I chatted my classmate and say sorry, I kinda used in my old school, I was the third wheel in the lovers there, but I tried to be third wheel on them but it turns out, maybe she got mad at me, I was traumatise all my sufferings last year, I was scared that people would get mad at me, what happens when that time comes, I was so scared that I chatted my best friend, I told her the story, and she wanted to go there and smack her in the face, she was so pissed off. But I was really sorry for what I did, so I asked for forgiveness, I really am sorry for her.

Damn. I want to go back.
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June 22 2018
I was so sad yet happy, but it was still the day, I want to turn back time, I want to go to my friends and tell what happen to my beautiful summer, I was so sad, that when I hear an angst song I would remember the memories we had made, though I was happy, I was also sad, because all my fun times, all my wonderful memories, all of it are all gone, because I left my happiness, my happiness is lost, if I could just turn back time, I would refuse to say yes to my mother's offer going to other school, but they are conditions, they are consequences may happen.

Friends or dreams?